yy?

2010-10-11T02:22:00.002+08:00

hey life,
how have you been?
im sorry for dumping you alone and not entertaining you.
and all i do is come back here when i really dont know who to go and share my life problem with.
thanks.

i dont know why am i being so optimistic.
why can't i say sweet things to cheer her up.
why am i born so un-romantic.
and why do i have to always be so straight forward?
i dont wish to be like this.
but it's not a bad thing to do. its not a bad thing.
why should i lie?
or add in salt and pepper to something that is just plain simple.
so everyone would know
im real.
im not fake.
i dont wanna fake things.

i want to let her be happy
i want to make her feel love
i want to make her feel like she's the world most happiest girl
and i want her to be proud of herself

and i dont love her because of sex,
i dont love her because of looks,
not money not anything
although it does matter all the above.
but its the way i feel when im with her.
many things in life cannot be explain.
and one thing is love.
you can ask me why i love her.
there's a thousand and millions of reason.
from the smallest things to the most obvious thing.

there's many more to say.
but i guess i'm feeling better now.
goodnight.

i love you still.

2010-07-03T10:56:00.002+08:00

I had a bad dream last night,
it came and and again.

i dont mind you going drink with friends actually,
NOT till drunk
and NOT like pass midnight.
So what if they are a bunch of close friend?
i dont even know them..
Is getting drunk, hanging out and catching up
SO important that you have to go in the night?
idk that
you know it's not okay.
you knew it and you know it.
i dont know why you still go
i dont get it.

im sorry i can't bring myself to trust you yet.
i told you
once it's broken
i dont know if i can still trust
but i will try.
because i have been loving you since then.
i hope things will be alright.

it's just a bad dream last night.
just a dream.

SHKWK

2010-06-24T03:20:00.002+08:00

If sorry doesn't make any difference
what's else more is there to do?
knowing my mistake i would change
if it's not the right things to do
change it too
ego is just something you want to show
but there's no need for it
as you'll end up somewhere you youself dont want it to be

stop pushing me away
once or twice, it's okay
continuously pushing people away,
it's irritating
and frustrating
if you dont want me
tell me straight in my face
and show me you really dont want and need me anymore
dont have to push me away

i always respect what you want
and give it to you
not because i dont have my stand
because my stand is to put you before anything else
but sometimes, it gotta be reasonable

when we're angry,
we do sorts of things
whatever other people say
it's always wrong
it's never our fault,
always others
Even if it's others fault,
give in and take a step back
what's the use of stepping on and on
when someone realize his mistakes?
If he never change, do we still have to give in?
i will,
for i know
one such day,
he will
be it right away
to his last breath,
at least he changed and he realize
if no one is to forgive and forget his mistake
he'll never change as
he see no point of it.

and i dont need you to sorry
if you made a mistake
i just need you to realize
and change

if im hurting you
i rather leave
cause i never wanted to

and you're not the only one that feel hurt and heartache
im a human too.
love cinta.

goodnight.

2010-04-28T20:58:00.003+08:00

we'll never get enough,
we're all selfish,
we all want people treat us right,
we always contradict ourselves,

true?
i do agree,
but sometimes we have to take a step back
things will be clearer,
things will be better and easier.

if people we love dont listen to us,
they're hurting us?
if people we love dont do as we say,
they dont love us?

no.
you can't blame them
its not their fault
they are being themselves.
just that they love us in a different way we didn't experience before
or in a way we disagree with.
but we can make it better but learning each other.
when we do
life between two will be better

and i love you
im learning too
i may not treat you like how you want me to
cause thats me
just like how that's you
im trying
i hope you are too,
it's not over.
until your head and heart wipe me out from you.

shkwk.

2010-04-05T05:36:00.002+08:00

time check,
5/4/2010 5.36am

can't sleep,
partly due to work but it's all done earlier..
and some other reasons.

miracle?
does it happen?
idk?
i know if i want it,
work for it, fight for it.
do whatever it takes and you'll get it eventually.

am i still young?
i guess so
is there still plenty of time?
i dont think so.
cause the future is near but never certain.
dont regret anything...
be glad for everything.

baby must you go?
honestly if you stay,
thats what i really want you to..
but if seeing you in this situation
all i can do is to leave and make your life easier..
but i know i can't take all this at a blow.

maybe what you said might be true..
it'll never happen
it has never happen
but to me
it is happening
it has already happened.
all i want in you loving me now and giving me all..
and i do the same way too.

i dont blame you for leaving,
i dont hate you.
cause i know
you dont want to.

but baby,
you have the choice to choose
the decision to make.
you have the right to live your life,
i'm not asking you to go
and im not asking you to stay
im telling you that you have a choice...

i..
i dont want you to leave...
i love you dearly.
miss you much.
love.

painting with a aching heart.

time check
5/4/2010 5.50am

2010-03-19T21:49:00.002+08:00

im sorry..
maybe its not because you're not good enough.
maybe its me

i know i behave like a baby
i want your attention and understanding.
but please dont step on me
please.

you ask me not to walk away
but you always push me away..
if leaving is all you want
tell me straight in my face
cause you know all this while
you are the one saying leaving and break up.
but i never leave..

dont you think it hurts?
you will never know
cause i never said that to you before..
its more than what you think it sounds like...

you think i dont miss you like how you miss me?
if only i have the money
i would have gone to meet you
you know i always did.
if only you know.
if only...

its always seems like my fault
maybe really it is.
im sorry
i always say im sorry
because i dont know what else i can do
i did my best
but there's still things you're not happy with.
im trying
still trying
dont worry.
i'll be the guy you want.

happy first.
i love you.

2010-03-12T00:27:00.003+08:00

His name keep on repeating in my head,
everyday,
everytime we meet.
its okay cause i know i can't stop you from doing it.
it hard to get over a 2 years relationship
and going on in such a short period of time.
i dont blame you.
not at all really
cause its me myself who want this
but,
it does hurt .
always
when his name is all that you would talk
you would keep
and a topic we talk about.
you said im not a good liar,
but im sure a good actor in covering those pain with a smile
fake a smile to make you happy
giving in to you,
just to see you smile
those pain would go away.
do you know how beautiful you're when you smile?
how adorable it is?
just like a baby.
=)

For as long as i can
i will always listen to all your stories
cause really
it's not because i dont wanna talk about things,
cause all i wanted to know is us.
me and you.
i dont really care about others.
it's just like how i dont care about what's around when im with you.

I know words can tell you how much i love you,
all i can do is give my best
and the rest of it
we'll see how.
cause i know
it's worth it.
cause everything is just so right.

goodnight world.

ASK, ARK, ATNHK, SH.

2010-01-19T23:02:00.002+08:00

well,
seems like she moved on,
at least it's clear to me that it's not gonna happen the way i wanted it to be.
people come , people go.
i just hope that she'll be happier without me
and so far from now,
i'll always have my arms wide open

i always tell people to smile on,
and i'm gonna do what i always say.
look on the bright side
i'm a cheerful person!
but of course
everyone would be down someday,somehow.
=)

I'm glad i used to have those moments that will never be replace.
time to get moving boy...

Life is like walking,
you can't stop or you will never reach the end.
You may run when you have the urge to complete it fast.
you may stroll, take things slow.
Just make sure,
you reach the finish line.

2010-01-14T23:58:00.001+08:00

I would rather not be your friend if i can't be your lover, cause i know I'll still fall for you.

My angel.

2010-01-08T19:07:00.002+08:00

She came into my life very sudden.

She has a strong scent of chocolate on her, a pair of smooth legs, wet & glossy lips. No wings behind her,but she could make me fly. Her adorable giggles and smiles, hugs and kisses are things i'll never forget. Even though we didn't spend much time together, it was timeless when she's around. She looks like a baby when she was here in my arms. She used to take control over me at times, making me feels like i'm loved and cared.

It started off with simple chats and text to meeting and talking on the phone. Simply got me so into her. Almost crazy over her. She was the purest thing in my mind. Every moment with her felt like timeless. Everything seems of perfect. not till the end like every fairy tale ending.

She flew away, far far away. Somewhere over the rainbow way up high. i can't reach and i can't fly. All i wish is for her here tonight. A silly misunderstanding tear it apart. i'm sorry a thousand times . i know she will not even care. Im nobody, i should know it from the start.

Gone too soon, without a word. Please at least tell me something. Will you? Dont leave me hanging. I need a direction. im lost.

you're starting to leave me not love me.......

2009-12-28T13:19:00.000+08:00

test test 123

im back.

soon.
=D

2009-11-14T03:18:00.002+08:00

Hey dear fellow readers
how are you?
wait i bet there aint any.
it's better that way
so i can rant whatever i want.

life been pretty sweet to me.
school,work,friends,family & everything is going really great.
well this might be a long post cause it's been some time since i blog and i dont why tonight seems to be a wonderful night with this rainy day
listening to please dont stop the rain kinda make this night a peaceful one.

first of all
i seriously wanna try quit smoking,
i dont wanna disappoint mom.
it's not that i dont listen to you
its just that at times
i wish you could just understand me a little more.
im not like any other typical kid.
im someone you dont know.
you son, your own son,
do you even know he have tattoo?
do you know that he'd done drugs b4?
do you know what he likes?
do you know what's his dream?
i think you dont..
no one knows.
say me emo, say me ego,
i just dont know who to share
who to trust.
but mom,
i love you more then anything in my life.
i can swear.

i know i've change,
to someone who care less
who dont have initiative...
but i dont think im some big shot
im not arrogant.
if only you could take a step closer to see me
to know me
you might find this pathetic little guy.
me.
if only you could or would.

why don't you make the move
why should i?
you would ask me
why dont i make the first move
why should you?
just like hen and egg
which come first?
it'll never end.
how does it end?
give in.

im missing all the friends
im missing the love i used to have
and i used to gave
and the feeling.
im dumb not to treasure what i had.
caues i never knew it was the best.
and i dont treasure it cause i dont know that it'll be the best.
i thought there will be better one
you taught me,
to treasure every moment,
cause i'll never know that it'll be the best moment of my life.
thankyou, lovED

why be mr nice when no one appreciate?
and when mr bad gets everything you wanted
this life.
i still believe in karma.
one day, mr nice gets everything while mr bad gets nothing.

enough of those shits stuff.
back to real life.
school been killing me
can't wait for tuesday
party all night long!
ahahahah
k no la..
gonna work,
get my bic lic
get a bic
anyhow grab a girl become gf
wahaha
as if
-.-
so not me.
just gonna enjoy life.
till i really meet someone who really can teach me how to love again.
till then.

for now
what i know
let nature take it course.
putting in too much doesn't really bring you what you want.
i know if i never try , i'll never know.
but i know, even if i try, it'll never work.
cause somethings takes two hands to clap.
there's no such thing as clapping with one hand

ahhh
and i wanna meet those people i haven meet for some time already.
=)
i'll try to ring them up
but if you are one of them.
do ring me up!
cause you might have just slipped out of my mind for a moment.
juts a moment. really.
cause i hardly forget.
but i always forgive!
ahahhah
=D

smile on human!
peace.
wai.

Big heart.

2009-10-20T10:12:00.003+08:00

i don't know where to start this
or
how to start this.
it's straight into my face.

one thing i hate is when someone break my trust in them
it's not that i hate that person.
i just hate that feeling.
when it all feel like i'm torn apart and shattered into pieces.
i might be a man of steel from the outside.
but i've a heart of glass inside
it's fragile.
but it doesn't means everything gotta be this way.

i believe that you have your reasons for doing so
but i don't know why you have to?
even if you're not that particular person,
why use her identity and stuffs?
why do you have to hide?
why can't you just tell the truth?
im not someone who hang around only with cool kids
i hang around and make friends with almost everyone.
provided they themselves are sincere in being friends.
there's many questions running through my mind.
but i'm not mad.
i'm not angry.
i'm disappointed and broken.

you made me wonder if i'm being too nice to people
maybe im too soft hearted.
maybe i keep giving in,keep trusting the wrong person.
maybe i have to be stronger
maybe i should change myself.
maybe you have something against me.
but one thing i'm sure of
that i'm dont hate you for doing so.

because i believe,
everything that happen to me in my life,
always have a reason.
some can be explain
some cannot.
Karma..
i believe in that too,
maybe i used to do something to that extend
or in my previous life
idk.
but i always learn from past events
it's part of my life.
always will be.
i always forgive,
but never forget.

i guess you give me too much hints
im just naive to not take it.
from the start,
i should already know.
i thought i could read mind,
but you're better.

and right now.
i don't know how to trust you again.
you it took away..
if you're that someone
or you are another one.
i don't know even if your explanation is true.
it's just so hard to believe in that.

whatever it is,
i want to thank you for ,
letting me learn to not to trust someone easily,
all the time i used to share with "you,
the memories we had
and just everything that had happen in this virtual world.

life is reality,
you woke me up.
thank you.

to illyana farna the one who i used to know.

for illyana farna the one who i know now.
it's okay.
no matter who you're,
i'm good
still
i'll like to know who you really are.

yy,
a steel man with a glass heart.

2009-09-29T01:11:00.000+08:00

okay this blog is a little dead.
catch me at
http://yyykid.tumblr.com/

but still if you are soo free..
do come and check this blog out cause i'll still be posting long long stuffs here
=D

2009-09-23T01:22:00.002+08:00

This Blog is NOT dead.

as you can see
wait i mean
if you can see,
i'd my tumblr which is for me to post short post and pictures.
and still
this is my blog where i post long long essay you can say.

i don't know if i'm really shy or i'm just acting shy
cause
people always say that im not a shy dude.
and im just trying to keep cool
well i can be really annoying if we realy get close
but i can be really quiet if we don't get along.
or maybe depends on my mood.
ahh
but i gotta speak up more if not i'll be the one losing out!
so come on wai,
you gotta make a move..

School is getting more and more stressful.
works are now all stack up like the mountains height.
but no doubt it's getting more and more interesting!
so im not losing out.
im already starting my engine and moving towards my goal!
yes!
im
really.

i wanna get 8 or 10 mm enlargement for my ear.
i don't wanna go for TOOO big cause it's really scary and will spoil my image.
ahahaha!
i still wanna look good while looking rugged and wild.
suddenly i feel like cutting my goddamm messy hair.
..
maybe end of the year ~
=D
aahhaahah!
for this year
i wanna keep!
WOOHOOO!
shall see how.

peace people!
keeping those dreams coming.
night.

2009-09-14T23:54:00.002+08:00

homeworks are killers.
if they don't kill,
they'll torture.
they'll just find some way to make you come to them
and make them satisfy!
arse.

i'm seriously need to think for myself already.
gotta really really start and prove.
no more wasting of time.
and
please yy.
stop going online so often hoping someone will talk to you
or just have a chat or anything.
it'll never happen.
stop doing it and start doing your work.
they have their life.
so yy,
get a life of your own.
dumbo.

yy

2009-09-14T00:36:00.002+08:00

alright i created tumblr and it's very very fun
idk why
maybe it's the in thing for cool kids like me and some others to have.
so as one of them
i have to own one too!
and do visit it
the link is actually at the top,
click on "yy"
then scroll down
and you click on "tumblr"
you get to this site called
http://yyykid.tumblr.com/

and actually you can just click the above
-.-

today i was suppose to work till 10pm
but due to low sales,
i was able to go off at 5
so i went to meet my parents at lido
BUT
i was all alone at mcCafe while waiting for them to finish their movie.
lucky my baby "ippy"
was entertaining me all the way~
i love you, ippy.
k i sound lame.
so we headed to comex
i wanted to get my tablet pc so ..
we went there
and check
and check
WOOOHOOO!
guess what?

no
they didn't have the model i wanted.
fuck it.
i'll just head any stores that have it and i'll just buy them there instead.
and also
not only there's cheap IT stuffs.
there's lots of HOT sales ambassadors!
i swear.
really hot girls!
every station of it surely have.
it's like a full house HEAVEN with all races.
from white all the way to black.

enough said..
my hw haven finish..
-.-
bye

yy

2009-09-07T22:29:00.002+08:00

i decided to delete some people from my link cause i just cannot find any connection with them
and i don't know for what i put them there.
sometimes it's very hard for me to find friends blog which i wanna view with some people i don't really know
ahhahahha
i'm sorry
but i wanna link people i know
and at least have connection and not some hi bye friends

i'm so goddamit busy
not even words can tell you people how busy i am ah
if it's possible,
i might have to take days to type it out.
i know blogger is s sucker
i can't post photos and stuffs
but nvm
i don't give a dammn
cause photos i post are only pictures of myself
or landscape
ahahahaha
just wanna update you people on how ugly i grow day by day
yes i know it..
dont have to add anything on.

i guess
as we grow older..
we have lesser friends?
or is it when we grow older,
we don't seems to need many friends?
or maybe
as we grow older,
we find other friends?
idk...
cause that's what i see from my friends.
MOST
not all..
i guess you can see that too.
just open you freaking round eyeballs and look
but i guess people are just not bothered about it.

well,
today randomly a sec sch friend called me asking to meet up for some business stuffs
but
ahhh
just go listen and see what..
who knows might benefit me right
we'll never know~

aight
hope the sun rise tomorrow will be a beautiful one
as to brighten everyone's day
and to create a better future.

peace,
yy

2009-09-03T23:32:00.002+08:00

hello humans!

well well,
first of all
i got my first tattoo.
what image/where/when?
go figure yourself.
ain't gonna spread

and yess
now soooo many people are running away from blogger to like tumblr
or onsugar
twitter whatever ah
but i'm still faithful to you blogger
first of all
yes
you're free~
and the last reason is
because i wanna see what i post from the very start of my blogging till the day i die maybe?
i wanna know how my life goes
it's like a diary kinda thing !
keep changing blogs and whatever shit just don't leave memories!
i love memories.
be it bad or good
i love them both!

=D
soo yea
tml gotta wake up early
sucky

goodnight people~
dream for tomorrow

2009-08-24T21:09:00.002+08:00

waddup dwag?
ahahah

like more then 1 week i haven touch my post yet
aiyoo
that really shows how busy i am..
busy with whatever shits la.
be it school,work,enjoying,chilling or what so ever ah

just some quick updates on myself.
doing great.
just busy with school assignment
still have time to enjoy and chill out with mates
i'm not sick or anything.
still healthy
so don't worry
and also i'm not dead yet.
too bad.
some of you might wish that i'm dead
for god knows what reasons la
that's about myself.

hell yeah i'm gonna save up and get my hair done
and also for my tattoo.
=)
i'd planned soo long ago and now i'm really gonna do it.
half head cornrows and script and maori tattoo.
and also a peace sign.

hmm
love?
i got enough love from family and friends
so i don't think i'm craving for a gf.

i feel like doing an acoustic cover for some songs
even though i know my voice sucks
ahah
just have the urge to do that
but well
better not make a fool out of myself ..
aahahaha

soo yea~
guess that's about.
tomorrow having class from 3 to 5
before that will head to take my pay
after class will see if there's any plan gonig on.
if not should be heading home sweet home~

so smile on living things
peace,
yy

2009-08-13T01:26:00.004+08:00

past two days i have been spending my night with my parents watching a show.
it's call
"liao fan"
meaning "understanding problems"
something like that
it's about a man's life
and it's really enlightening to watch it.
i learn alot of things from it.
like life might not be control by ourself
but destiny is all in own on hand.
What we do today
is what we get in the future.
and there's a lot more
like doing deeds with whole heart
not for your own benifits.
but just a kind heart who wants to do deeds for others
and not wanting anything in return and stuffs like that
it's really very touching and kinda brainwashing
lots of wise words in that show

see!
i haven even uttered any bad/foul words.
i'd FUCKING changed!
ya right like real.
nah kidding.
wahahahaha!

hmm
i think i sure look better with short neat hair.
cause i'm like browsing my old photos
and looking in the mirror.
omg..
whr's that HOT yy went to?
"ha ha ha ha.. yy hot? go suck on cow's nipples"
whatever la.
but i look better i think?
still i wanna keep my hair to see how i look.
maybe i should go trim or stuffs like that.
to make it neater rather then messy like beggar..
hmm
soon~
and also..
i've not been heading to gym.
i'm like TOTALLY SHRINKING.
my tees are not as tight as b4..
omg..
i feel like crying everytime i see my old photos or even mirror..
i don't have the self-esteem there any more..
sob...
cheer me up people.

ohh ya~
i love my blog song.
R.I.P Israel
a BIG man with great voice..
i mean he's really BIG..
go youtube check him out.

alright.
tomorrow gotta do assignment!
it's a MUST
don't be slack wai.
you can do it.
"yes i can if i want to"
okay la!

peace night crawlers
love,
yy

2009-08-10T23:19:00.003+08:00

will you date this loser?

vassup peopol?
ho yo doning?
i speah liok thio nows
is prety cools
liok bruno.
-.-

forget about that part don't even try to figure out what i'm trying to say cause it's not worth your time knowing what i'm saying to you people as it really nothing much and i just randomly type it out for the sake of makin my blog interesting to make you people entertained so you people will keep on coming here to view my blog.

the above is also a waste of time reading.

Tomorrow tuesday
it's 11/8/09
i'm having lesson from 3-6
i need to do my work.
and i'm very happy to say that i'm happy
cause i love my guitar which company me at night when no one chat with me.
she is none other then Fina.
wahahhahahaha
WTF

k i'm hyper today.
no.
for now.
only.
really.
in like 10 mins time.
i'm shutting down
to play guitar

for people who wants photos.
go take at my multiply!
=D

goodnight
yy~

2009-08-09T01:56:00.002+08:00

1.57 am now.

so it's offically sunday
it's Singapore National Day!
happy 44th birthday Singapore.
hopefully economic will raise and more income for my parents
so they will give me more $$
and i don't have to work
just study~
=D
how shiok is that~
..and peace and harmony~
hmmm
happy birthday again.

Alright
erm
i had a very fun friday and a simple saturday~
Friday goes like this..
school,home then went out
met lufee at fareast had dinner,
there come furqan and friends,
then come sue.
headed to taka chill
furqan and friends went off
so me lufee and sue went to zouk
cause we have like this invite ticket to volcom to jungle
who know asshole..
its only till 10.30
and it's already like 12?
o.o
so we headed to cine
wanna watch movie
but nothing interesting
so we went cathay..
walk all the way there..
sweat like assholes..
dammn..
so decided to watch G.I JOE
it's cool show man
i like it.
action+romance
=D
after the show,
chill outside cathay till like 6 plus AM
then headed home..
-.-
TIRED LIKE HELL
slept till 4 plus pm in the noon
then slack till 7 plus
met furqan and ainun
did work at sci centre mac..
i swear that seat is shiok..
i love it.
will be there to do work again sometimes.
i'm lovin' it!

so yea
home sweet home..

tonight i'm gonna sleep alone..
all my family members are not home..
due to their own reasons..
so i'll be owning this house tonight..
too bad no party or what so ever..
sad~
any pretty girls wanna company me.?
no guys please..
WAHHAHAA
nah i'm kidding.
=)

goodnight humans.
peace,
yy

2009-08-06T00:00:00.008+08:00

Just for laugh~
time pass so fast.

sec 2?
surfer boy?

sec 3?
ah beng/matrep...?

sec 4?
friendly dude?

sec 5?
the matured teen.?

ahahahha!
i was smiling when i look at my old photos..
just how much have i changed....

next up.
it's for all the people who entered my life.
and they might be still here with me..
some might be drifting apart..
some might be far away..
some are just totally out of my life..
but still
i cherish those moments i had with you people.
no matter what we did or what we had.
i really wanna thank you for everything
and sorry for anything.
=)
I miss you.
as in everyone..
even if you're not here..
cause some of you..
i don't have you photos or i'm just too lazy to find.
and well hang out soon!
ring me alright people..
much love.

RANDOM SEQUENCE.

sukashi miss adorable.

faizal.

Happy family =D

nano nano

Lia.

erm i forget who..,rara and nat .

hafiz.

zany "mom"

5n2 dudes

5n2

siti sepet.

faten mama

baby.

net,syam and shaff

zany's brother,zany,zul,nabeel,fuzz and jacob

the people i miss the most..
azhari,mat and haziq..
till you guys come out..

haleedah the chubby

hommies RSC always
oneski,azhari,fate.

skaterboys
zul,an,fuzz.

Elis.

the GEREKS
sai,ara,pipai

chendol,tutu,noi,hadi and elis.

there's more..
but well,
i don't have the time to upload all
or i just don't have pictures with them.
however,
i love all my friends out there!
old friends,new friends
just all type of friends..
i really doo!

peace,love.
yy

2009-08-05T01:37:00.003+08:00

where is the love?

nowadays i always find that i cannot catch up with the time..
i need to have better time management..

what mummy said to me today really make me relect on myself..
she said,
"you everytime say later,later,tomorrow,
wait,wait and wait...
if you continue to live your like like this..
you'll go no where my son..
whenever you are given a task.
complete it and wait for another,
if there isn't any..
find one yourself.
dont wait till a stone to build into a mountian."

i think about it..
and if i want to be successful..
i gotta do something to attitude
i love you mom
and i'll make you proud.

Don't ever miss a thing, cause you wouldn't how it'll affect you. Don't die regretting not knowing.

2009-08-03T00:47:00.006+08:00

WOOOOOOHOOOOOO!
it's like finally my blog is back up!
perfectly fine!
the only insane one is me
=D
cause i'm like over the moon~
i can post photos like normal!
see ah..
1.
2..
3...

ahh random cause i love my hair..
just like how you love your's
but still i want it to grow longer !
argh..
is there any like oil or some herbal stuffs that would make my hair grow faster?
if there is..
please share with me
=D
you'll be rewarded!

oh kay..
now it's monday..
so meaning i'll have to go school in about 12 hours later.
and
i will have to do works.
then i have store meeting at 10..
which is like idk for what ever reasons..

oh
do you know that this sunday is NATIONAL DAY?!
i didn't realised it until today..
and guess what.
what?
i'm working full shift..
o.o
great huh?
people enjoying out there..
i'm like what?
working??
yeaaaaaaaaaaaaa
WOOHOOOOO
enjoy yy..

since i can post photos
i random find photo to post la..
this is a skinny asshole trying to act cute..
and look like some gay sex slave..
ahahahah!
it's not good to say their name..
but if you know him..
good for you~
sorry dude..
i'm just trying to make my blog interesting~
no offence!
=D

goodnight peeps
peace,
yy

2009-08-01T19:23:00.002+08:00

ouhkay i found a way to upload photos already!
=D

yeaaa my hair!
i love them..
ahahahh!
and i want my hair to grow longer faster!
tsk..
any tips?
i don't want extention...
argghh...
ah
i might be getting cornrows..
maybe..
cause i wanna change hair style !
and i wanna dye it too..
but still
i don't have the $ to do so..
argh!
dammit..

assignment sucks men!
competition is veryyy high!
goddamit!
gotta be unique and different to stand out..
i'll try my best and just let loose so creative ideas will flow~
gotta keep up with the pace~
=D

ohh not to forget
show you my mates in school

sai,dina,yy,wan,dee,mira
=D

2009-07-28T23:04:00.000+08:00

i still can't post any photos.
but i think you guys used to it already la.
seems a bit boring cause maybe most of you come here to see photos only..
ahahhaah!
same goes to me..
im used to blogging without pictures already..
lucky i can post like how i used to post
and i don't have to like chuck everything in one paragraph.

hmm
what you guys wanna hear today?

school?
alright.
even if you dont like me talking bout it..
i'll still say
school is great
im lovin it!
new skills,knowledge and more and moreeeeee~
friends too!
although its alil rushing
but i still can manage my time.

my life?
erm pretty fun to me
maybe boring to some.
cause all i do is school,assignments,work and chill.
this what standard lifestyle looks like right?
hmm~
i just can't find a way to get out of this..
YET
ahahahah!

oh yea..
just now while i was having my supper at home
maggi~
i watched a show
grow with love
something like that la
the ending very sweet
and somehow..
a couple ended up together and blablaballaaaaaa~
then i realised that
i'm missing the love i used to have...
you know like someone who will really be there for you
and you'll do whatever it takes to ensure your love is safe and happy.
with some hugs and kisses shared
omg....
i feel so lonely.
nvm.
i'll make my assignment distract me from this.
=)
smart huh~

random.
some how.
from a handshake you can determine how a person feel towards you.
to me la.
my own prediction.
and some how
just a handshake can bring closer bond.
agreee?
idk~
i just feel that way..
=D

goodnight !
peace
yy

2009-07-26T21:42:00.004+08:00

"beautiful things don't stay forever."

hello aliens...
this blog is such a !@#$%^&* and i am F___ Piss*d and C----c----b---k---n---n---b.........

This is the imitation of how he'd post on the next so here i am to keep it all clean!
(sprinkles fairy glitters)
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..
Isn't that picture above just adorableeeeeeeeeee(?!?!)
look like baby right! babyface ah eeeeeeeeeeeek eeky squeeky~ hahaha okay stop it.

-imitation of his posts-
That's all,
xoxo
h.
(inserts smugface)

2009-07-25T00:34:00.002+08:00

well well well..
been like almost a week blogger has not changed any thing from posting photos to blogging for ME..
yes and seems like it is just me..
ONLY me i think..
and it's really really pissing me off..
i know you people don't wanna care about it and just wanna know some other interesting stuffs..
but STILL
those niggas really gotta make sure i can post properly in order to post something interesting for you people right?
so maybe you all can help me email to their admin or something saying that ykiddiky.blogspot.com has some problems posting and blablablaaa.
that might help..
yea
do try please people.
for interesting post sake.

well well well,
there's an eyecandy in school
there's this clique i have
they are very very funny hyper people who laugh like 24/7 without any reasons.
sai,wan,dina,mira,dian
=)
love them bits and pieces!
i really do u know people..
cause we'll be like together for at least one year
so i'll be loving them more as time passes
ahahah!
lecturers there are like some trained comedians..
they have super lame weird jokes you never hear b4.
ahahah i love their lesson.
but not works..
it's just first week..
and projects assignments are in a stack already..
0.0
"welcome to nafa, yy."
yea thanks people....
i'll still enjoy it
=D

i suddenly fall in love with acoustic songs cover.
and it's like a every night thing for me already
=D

and i miss alot of people out there..
you people should know who you are..
yes every one reading this i do miss you !
maybe we shall meet up soon if we can..
for the can't.
we'll meet in msn as usual
you know who you are.

love,
peace,
yy.

2009-07-22T22:57:00.003+08:00

alright, you guys have to bear with me once again.cause THIS MOTHERFUCKER ASSCRACK WITH HAIRY BALLS AND SITTING THERE GROWING COUNTLESS OF DISEASE blogger is still give me a big big headache.i really don't know how long will they try to piss me off with this stupid posting style which they think is so hip and trendy.in fact, i tell you what blogger. GO SUCK ON HORSEDICK NIGGASHIT and maybe that'll make you real pop and glam~i can't post photos, i can't post the way i used to post, i can't really type happily, i don't even enjoy blogging now,i wouldn't wanna post in this manner which MANY people don't like it i guess.. cause it's soo weird! just imagine your daddy playing with your lil sis barbies alone in a room with two tied pony tails in a mini checkered skirt and maybe topless or just a tube enough to cover his nips. HOW FREAKING AWESOME will that gonna be? i'm just trying to say that this way of blogging is really SICK....can make me vomit when i'm blogging.. assholes blog team..no doubt i still love you guys. don't ban me from blogging just because i say this. =D peace alright.. yeaa we're friends~ come on! *lock it up~*

the next thing i wanna say is sch,cause it's like the first thinng in my life right now and i'm really very happy enough to have a clique of funny and fun people to be with.hopefully there's nothing much among us cause i really like them lots like how i like myself, yea that's how much i like them. can you imagine?we're like so hyper just about anything but somehow we're the "noises" of the class but who cares? school is about having fun when you learn right? you wanna study like some geeks in the pink? maybe you can go to cementry and study with the deads and who knows you might be the next top student of whatever courses you take! cause i think, again i THINK, the deads somehow will pass some knowledge to you dudes~ yeaa you see.. and yea! work is like coming its way ~ and i really gotta get serious and work hard,cause theres time to play and time to work... =) wish me luck once again~ just how cool nafa can be right? i'm lovin it, do you?

so beautiful that i had to pull myself back.
aldelasontomaso
peace
yy

2009-07-21T12:14:00.002+08:00

this is really pissing me out. as you can see i don't post like the usual way i post.this motherfucker asscrack blogspot is really taking revenge i guess..i just said about posting photos made me mad.i bet bloggers out there know what i mean. i'm tryin my best to stay calm and not giving my screen a 10tonnes jab straight into it case i know it'll not help.i wanna talk about school and stuffs you know what people really do during first day..like it's said,first, so first impression is of course very important at first. so yea all we do is like check people out,make new friends,talk and and fun in the same time of course learn.if not what the heck you go school for? just to see the boobs of the lecturer? maybe the hot hot heat mr johnny bravo teaching with his super fugly shades on and girls go wooooooo i'm melting babeeey. o.o?just how hard i wanna post this way. i'm like half way pissed off with posting at first.. rigth now. the pissed feeling in right till the tips of my hair.. peace fathersucker

2009-07-19T16:18:00.003+08:00

oh fuck it..
blogger always have some problems uploading photos for me.
what to do right,
since it's free
just bear with it.
i don't wanna complain too much~

Anyway,
yesterday was awesome.
a bunch of friends at the beach having time together is never better than anything else.
what i really wish for is a real BUNCH of friendSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
like all my friends to gather you know
how fun will that gonna be!
you can never imagine that yaww...
it's was a random outing to just chill and spend time with mates.
the going home part was really weird..
like o.o?
idk what happen and was really lost.
AHAHAH
we were like in outram mrt for like about 20 mins i guess?
maybe more.
after all
abu and su came and chill at my house
and they went off at idk what time cause i was soo worn out
i just slept and leave them doing their own stuffs.
wahahahha!
sorry aight!

photos?
go to
http://yykid.multiply.com/photos/album/50#
enjoy~

it's 20th july tomorrow
which is also the day i start school in nafa.
HOW TIME REALLY FLY!
omg..
i had 9 months of holidays.
and i think it's really a great one.
but could have been greater!
nvm~
i still enjoyed it.
so now i gotta be good and become a school kid once again.
hopefully it'll not be as busy as what i'd heard from others.
bless me.
wish me luck in making new friends.
=)

nafa here i come.

On the other hand.
settling down is not the first thing in my mind already.
i guess i have to settle my school stuffs before that.
so if i can cope with school,
family,
then maybe i can put my heart at ease and find a companion,
so that i can put in more commitment to the relationship...
that's what i think for now ah..
and people mind and thoughts keep on changing..
so don't blame me.
ahahahah!

so yes.
it's a boring sunday for me now..
hopefully something fun will happen later on for me.
=D

I have big dreams and wishes,
but i know,
dreams and wishes might not come true.
No doubt i'll just keep on going for it.
cause this is my life,
i don't wanna die regretting.

Good afternoon,world
yy.

2009-07-13T00:16:00.004+08:00

What a "lovely" Sunday i had.
12plus pm i woked up and sat infront of the com for like 3 hours plus.
then headed to bath and stuffs,
off to work.
started at 5 ended at 10
trained back
and here i'm home sweet home.

Well well well,
today azfar talk about some relationship thingy
and really started to make me think.
about the past and the present.
i think i'm really flicker minded.
always been changing all round.
like really random...
who am i?
idk myself too.

A few days back,
i actually googled my name
yy ykid.
and i saw bloggers blogging about me!
that's the past la..
if you wanna try
go try~
=D
and it really bring back sweet memories!
abandon blogs also got~
awwwhhhhhh~
from the past to the present!
just how times fly.

on one side,
i wanna cuddle you always.
on the other side,
you're so pure to be even touch.

i think i need hook up instead of relationship..
cause i'm BADBOY..
really.
not ready to settle down.
even if i do..
i'm such a jerk that want some lust in love.
that's just what i am..
=/

anyone up for it?
ahahahha!

love,lust.
yy

2009-07-11T18:20:00.003+08:00

random posting of photo i took.
feat. ( hamizan )

being at home rotting is not a very good thing to do.
so i just decided to just blog.
hmm
let's see what i wanna talk about today.
It's saturday.
everyone knows that.
okay fine.
erm it's 6.35pm right now.
i have two places i can go.
one- naf birthday just behind my area.
two- town around with old classmates for some night festival thingy.
i'm still deciding actually,
soo shall see how later.

The human brain is a very very powerful part of a person.
It control every single thing a person do.
some say heart and mind is in connections,
i say no.
cause sometimes your heart wants you to do that,
but instead,
your mind control you to do this.
It's very very hard to understand how a fucking brain function.
when the brain is changed,
Even a very terrifying person can turn to a harmless creature.

so in my own logic,
everyone out there has a very very good heart.
but it's the brain creating all the problem.

other thing is about religions.
please don't take it too harsh cause i'm just trying to say what i feel
and i'mn not trying to diss any religions.
in fact,
i truly respect all of it.

i feel that every one has the right to choose which religion they want to believe in.
cause we people don't like to be force to do something we don't want or like.
even if we were to do something we don't like,
we wouldn't do it wholeheartedly.
it's no point doing it.

but true enough,
to me,
every religion teach humans to be a better person
and make the whole world a better place to be in.

and i'm just trying to say that
don't diss other religions.
everything happen with a reason.
and i'm very sure every rules/laws and so on has a purpose of it's own.

please don't take it too hard.
cause i'm just typing things i feel in me and really
mean no harm
and no offence.

Peace.

2009-07-08T22:11:00.004+08:00

it's just some obstructs there.

ohh people..
i got myself a brand new guitar
and she's my third baby i'd "given birth" to..
her name is Fina
cause the brand is fina and i'm just plain lazy to find any name for it.
so yes
my babies are EOS,Ippy and introducing you Fina~
=D
happy family~
i'm a single father..
it's very hard raising them up alone..
haishh
i'll struggle through it~
no worry~

And yes MJ fans,friends,family...
yesterday,
i watch the celebration of his life.
it's truly emotional and very meaningful
for the king of pop is forever,forever,forever,forever in my heart.
i knew his presence at the age of 5 or 6?
my parents bought this LD(laserdisc) of michael jackson.
i swear he was still black back then.
i learnt his moonwalk,
sang his songs..
i grew with with his music .
i love him much.
eventhough he did had some makeover,
inside him,
i know he'd never changed .
always rocking those stages and entertaining people all around the whole wide world.
Michael never stops!Michael never stops!Michael never stops!
if you people see the celebration of his life,
you should know why i said that..
I really thank you MJ for bring such wonderful dance moves and songs to our world.
you're a true legend that will live on no matter where you are.
You're not alone.
Heal the world.
You rock my world.
R.I.P
Michael Jackson.
King of Pop

i actually shed tears during the live broadcast of his funeral.

Oh yeaa~
15th july - orientation day
20th july - start school.
WOOOOOO
it's like finalllyyyyy~
can't wait to meet new crazy "future" artists,
but kinda nervous and worry too~
cause the enviroment will be a totally different one.
wish me luck people.
bless me.

For H,
we might not be able to make it to the end together as one.
but it doesn't really matter,
what is the most important thing is that
we have joy,fun,laughter,love among us.
we can be like close friends who share stories,
spend the best time together,
always be there when whoever is in need,
lend a shoulder to lean on,
a friend to count on.
i really hope you can understand,
it's not that i don't want to.
what i really don't want to is to see you cry,
see you down,
see you hurted.
i'll feel guilty and useless.
the only way is to not start it like what you said before.
cause it hurt deeper if we really kick off..
i really treasure the moments i have with you all along.
and i am really hoping forwards for more of it.
i want your first love to be a perfect long lasting one.
but i'm not ready to commit yet.
so sorry.
but i'll still be here and there for you!
Smile!~
=DD

i'm always trying to learn to me more positive.
cause life would be easier
and
happier
that way~
Night
love.
yy

2009-07-06T01:23:00.004+08:00

the heavy downpour,
lasted the whole day..
where's the rainbow after the rain?
where's the sun that always shine?
it's not there.
not anymore...

so it's only me and my guitar,
singing throughout this cold night
playing sad melodies at 2 am
in a room filled with sound of strings,
weeping,
and aircon blowing..

people can say whatever they want to you,
people can also say whatever they want to me,
afterall,
it'll rebound back to us.
you
me.

i know the whole story from the start,
things are not gonna happen till the end..
but humans are curious,
and me
i always give it a try,
cause life is always unpredictable.
i wished,
i hoped,
for miracles.
not my luck.
for the sweetest thing on earth
i failed.
i can't fight the destiny,fate and path chosen for me.
i'm sorry.
what people said could be true.
i'm not worth your wait.

you deserve more than what i can give.
the life for you will be way better
we can only reach this extent.
even if we could make it further,
you,
yourself know how it'll be...
we are worlds apart.
every eyes,mouths out there.
every single soul
know that ....
and it's something not meant to be..

my love,
my sunshine.
i'll always try to be there when you need me.
goodnight

2009-07-03T09:10:00.002+08:00

that's my iphone

aahaha!
for the first time in the century!
i uploaded a photo of me and my honey~
you people can call her ippy
its just a random sweet name i made for her
=D
pretty much unwanted information for the start
but this is what this blog is about actually

ohhh idk why i had not been updating this boring yet people come blog..
maybe it's just me right people?
ahahahah!
just because it's ykiddiky.blogspot.com.
yea i got it like finally got enlighten ever since i create this blog with the help of zany
oh yea talking about her..
i guess it's time to help me change the skin..
some fresh look for this blog and i might be more willing to post i think..
let me repeat..
i think~

school is nearing..
i can't believe i'm gonna start school soon..
i really must enjoy this last few weeks of my 9 months holidays before it end
and real work will come..
i can't predict how the enviroment is gonna be..
like how many weird art freak are there
or how many cool kid like me are there~
cause it's not easy to find people like me.
why?
cause i'm one in a million!
wait..
everyone is one in a million cause no one is you ..
errrr...
like that everyone cool kid lorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

oh i've stopped smoking~
but ..
actually why am i quitting for..
some people actually said
not worth to quit for someone..
so am i quitting for someone or myself as in health and wealth?
hmm
well well,
just see how it goes~

i am suppose to go work 30 mins ago but
the reporting time changed to one hour later..
so i just decided to do some posts to keep my blog alive~~
maybe i'll post again in a few week time maybe when my school reopen~
wahahahahhaha!
no laa
maybe tml night i guess~
hopefully~
=)

cya lovelies around
i miss alot alot of you people out there
and you know who you are eventhough we are not in close contact but
we used to be
=)
misses!
yy

2009-06-25T22:31:00.006+08:00

"Beautiful, a pretty Rainbow radiantly coloured with one hundred and one colors that shines through from the azure sky, that is what i call Beautiful because it was made out of love."

Halooss, ii ammx Ccuutiiessx. iie takke tThhats piicture onex lorhhsxx Hhees Heehsssxzx....!!! ii Ssho Kkiutes rrights??

huhuhu no lah was kidding :) this is xxx and i'm here to help this nonsensical boy update his blog because he's currently sick so hey, go and start flooding his inbox with 'get well soon' messages people! (shakes eyebrows like crazy)

just do me a favour,
please don't get that babi swine flu you idiot :(
xoxo

2009-06-17T03:56:00.004+08:00

just for you

goodnight sunshine,
i know you're already sleeping soundly.
all i wanna wish to tell you is.
i really miss you.
miss those chats,
those msgs..
in simple.
i just simply miss you

helping a friend,
please support

www.topnotchfreakkk.blogspot.com

goodnight assholes.
love,
yy

2009-06-16T10:17:00.004+08:00

3.17am.

Yesterday's morning went shooting
2 bicycles,1 camera and a tripod.
what more can we do.
camwhore..
yes
late in the night like some idiots who doesn't know what sleep is.
with all those shades and jacket we bring along.
it was insane.
totally.
reached home at about 7 am
took a shower and head to bed.
it was such a wonderful sleep!
as if i was dead for like few hours.
i mean really dead..
then i woke up around 4 plus in the noon..
slack and rot till 6
went gym to pump some muscles up
and headed home ate my dinner,
glued to the com till 1+ am
soon,
headed to bed.
Woke up at 9.48am.

now comes to the part where i wanna blog about.
see how boring my life can get?
it's boring but it's total madness.
if only you people can join me in my adventurous journey of life.
you'll know how i lead my life in sucha way that it's so alienish.
ahahahha
so now i'm awake so early today.
i can spend all the day bloging about how i sit infront of the the com for the rest of the day
then recording down every single things i do
for
eg. the next thing i'm gonna do is pour water and drink
"pour water and drink"
"drinking water"
alright, i'm back from pouring and drinking water.
how lame can it be right?
i know the eg is way too lame
and that's what i don't want to do!
and now i'm really getting very lame by typing all lame shits out.

skip

the way i rock.
fugly.

omg.
like seriously i don't know what i'm going to do for today..
well well..
i don't want to just sit here and rot..
gotta find plans soon.

oh shit.
is furqan still around?
hm..
praying for you dude.
hope you're not dying at home,
starving by your mom.
ahahah!
hear from you soon.

dear sunshine,
i haven hear from you for quite some days.
you might think i don't really bother.
but i do.
but nvm,
hope you're enjoying yourself over there.
take good care of yourself.
i still miss you.

good morning people.
have a nice day.

love,
yy

2009-06-14T23:45:00.003+08:00

4 people with empty pockets

yesterday was a night out with empty pockets..
NO $$
nvm..
it was fun like we shared stories of life among each other..
let the photo do the talking alright~
CLICK HERE

hmm
idk why i'm lazy to post..
maybe cause there's nothing interesting going on?
i guess i just haven got the mood la
wait till i got mood..
i upload a long long one for you people to read till next life
=)

going for night photography today..

night people.

2009-06-08T21:50:00.003+08:00

isn't she lovely?

come back now.
please?

oh humans!
it's been more than a week i haven update!
what the hell am i doing !?
haish..
lazy la yy..

the thing is i'm really lazy..
don't you know that?
it's clearly stated on my face
*LAZY*
k fine..
this is not getting anywhere you guys wanted i guess..

There's alot of events that took place recently
but i kinda forget what it's all about..
all i know is i did enjoy myself..
NOT COMPLETELY..
there's something amiss..
what's that?.........

there's this little girl who stole away my heart and took it to korea..
she's been there for almost a week.
only 15 days later, then she'll be back..
somehow this made me realised that she's someone in my life..
i know..
right now at this moment..
i'm missing her real much.

something about her,
she has a extremely adorable smile.
she could make me smile and laugh in any situations.
she is simply so pure and innocent.
she would come out with the weirdest things i could ever imagine yet cute.
she always tried to stop me from smoking.
she tears my heart when i know that she's down.
she is pure and innocent.
she makes me wanna hug her so tight
and never let her go..
she never fail to make me miss her.....

something about us,
we're 3 years apart.
we've a whole lot of interests in common.
we live in the same area.
we used to be in the same secondary school.
we create rainbows.

i miss you much,
Hannah Jang Ha Young

2009-06-02T01:06:00.000+08:00

It's 1st june people.
a day to celebrate!
for...
may is over
=D

oh yes
if you people think i'm gonna update..
no..
i'm here to say i just bought my IPHONE!
and gonna update soon..

goonight!
false hope again
=D

hate me,
yy.

2009-05-31T00:22:00.002+08:00

leaves,branches,clouds
sky.

i'm pretty much a liar~
cause i don't really keep my words!
i update like two days after the last post
which i don't think will hurt anyone or damage anyone's heart,emotion or whatsoever.
so it's HARMLESS i guess.
=D
whitelies.

Alright,
it's like so long since i updated it right?
*YESSSS*
so i'll try my best to tell you guy how INTERESTING my life have been this past few days,

in random order,just the even and people i was with.
-Drank with chan,fuzz,botak at arab st then continue at esplanade
-work.
-and work still.
-movie with faizal then met up with sukashi then hang around bugis.
oh yes she's getting more and more adorable la people..
*melts*
-work again.
wahahaha
i can't really remembered what i did la.
my brain is like so pack with other stuffs that's so unimportant.
which i'm not gonna say much about it cause i'll take me days to complete that task.

so recently i'm super broke
if only every reader who come to my blog and donate 20cent or beter still 50cent
i might be able to quit my job and just blog whole day long..
anyone up to it?
fine,
i'm overspending my money and trying real hard to save..
save for whatever reasons i have..
but it doesn't seems to go on the right track.
always opposing my way..
fucked up self..

when you have no money..
and no plans,
you have no life.
that's what happen to most of us right?
definately..

before i forgett..
today i came across this local sex blog,
okay fine..
i SURFED this local sex blog about this guy who post his OWN sex videosssssss in his blog
and eventually get more sex partner..
yes videossss of different girlssssss
even his mother if i'm not wrong.
sg is soo ...
HAPPENING RIGHT PEOPLE?
it's like i'm sitting down here bloging and maybe hundreds of people are having sex out there,
enjoying and moaning,screaming whatever..
but i agree with his blog man!
sex is natural part of life..
k stop here..

why one earth am i talking about sex..
yea people..
i'm one horny ass and beware if i'm contacting your daughter.
*hopefully this will bring me sex partner like how that guy did*
WAHAHAHHA
random to the max la horr seyhhhzxszz

oh yea
today furqan kinda save my life,
i was sitting infront of the com hoping someone will ask me out and
TADAAAA
furqan the tallman,
called and ask me out..
so yea i met him and his friends
su/shit and an or ant i can't really figure it out..
so nvm~
we talked crap
and seriously furqan,
if you guys were to be an item..
you guys will made the best jokes in the world and maybe,
who knows a book of your lameness with her..
ahahah!
i'll buy it and upgrade my own lame-ledge !
random things like
"Have a break, have a CRIT-KAT"
that's actually crickets crackers!
sound so delicious right?
i gonna invest on it.
maybe there'll be a craze for it!
wish me luck people.

i like dogs.
no
i love dogs!
?

Tml will be another day for me to fight,
i'm like fighting a war to keep myself alive when i've got nothing to do..
IT'S SO TOUGH YOU KNOW!!!
if i was to be kept lock at home for 3 days,
the fourth day you can come my house and collect my body already..
i'll be dead by then.

i love "love songs"
any type,
in love,break up,leaving,can't be together..
all of it..
they are soo emotionally touching..
really~

i got this from somewhere,
Do think about it
make quite some sense..
What keeps a relationship strong?

* communication
* intimacy
* a sense of humor
* sharing household tasks
* some getaway time without business
* daily exchanges (a meal, shared activity, a hug, a call, a touch, a note)
* sharing common goals and interests
* giving each other space to grow without feeling insecure
* giving each other a sense of belonging and assurances of commitment

If these qualities are missing, the relationship will erode as resentment, withdrawal, abuse, neglect, dishonesty and pain replace the passion. "

As long as we have memories, yesterday remains. As long as we have hope, tomorrow awaits. As long as we have friendship, today is beautiful."

Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, and the romance in a relationship and find out that you still care for that person.

uhh
that's all i could think about,
i guess i'll update regularly
i didn't promise okay
=D

goodnight assholes
*assholes is the same meaning as everybody*
cause everyone has ONE!
=D
weird people have 2 or even 3?

love,
yy

2009-05-29T00:40:00.003+08:00

ermm hmm..

yea finally felloow!
this is what you're waiting for right?!
an update from ykiddiky.bs.com the world famous nonsense blogger!

here it goes!

UPDATED!!!!!!!!!

fake..
update tml.
tired
bye!

2009-05-21T15:29:00.003+08:00

goodbye,fags.

OMGG...
it's feels like i'm cumming after soo long not touching this baby of mine..
computer.~
stupid singtel 2wire modem sucks la..
nvm
now i can get back to business..
ahahahah!

Oh yea..
i decided to quit smoking..
"ya ya yaa.. whatever,"
but it's been 4 days since i ever touch one..
*actually i did smoke one stick*
but to me is still 4 days..
=D
self-motivation..
it's like wow!
4 days already..
when it hit 30 days,
i'll declare myself as social smoker..
but the time it hit 60 days,
i'll be the greatest NON-SMOKER.
i wish.
i hope.
ahahhahah
wish me luck.

smoking kill health and wealth.

Alright lets recall,
Friday night was belated pat's bday at westcoast..
and we had soo much fun!
some even get drunk and GONE
yes gone..
totally.

Saturday was with another bunch of friends,
2 person's belated bday too!
had drink and laughter!
ahahah
super funny this part..
but yea..
it's between us~

so Monday went to work till 5
meet sue and ainun at sentosa and had some drinks too
after that..
you know la..
get a lil high and start talking craps and laugh..
ate with sue and headed home..

tuesday was my off day..
i went shopping with furqan..
and catch up some stuffs.

wednesday worked and club at powerhouse with my brother and his friends
well well..
after so long nv club..
the feeling like not there already
=/
but ya somehow still enjoyed drinking..
so it's like nv smoke but drink..
omg..
i gotta take care of my body already..
=(

gotta WORK DOUBLE!

for pictures you people can actually go to my mutiply site.
=D

peace!

and last but not least,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!
=D
i love you like i always do!
may your business rise and grow!
so i will get more pocket money.
=D
ahahahah!
Live Long Daddy!

ps.
imy

2009-05-11T22:38:00.003+08:00

so far beyond,

yup,
just rants whatever i feel like,
so don't waste time reading this part,

it's true.
stopping earlier will be better,
before it's too deep in,
nothing can pull us out.
it'll lead to more chaos and conflicts.
past few months been great,
things been gonig smoothly
but there's just something missing between,
it's just not time now.
shall see what future hold.
thanks.

i watched some show today and made memories flow in my mind,
all i can say is
shadows,images just keep deep inside
and no matter what happened,
it's still flow around and
somehow,
it'll never vanish..
i'll be there everytime,
if i can,
i definitely will be.
just for you.

miss,
yy.

2009-05-06T22:50:00.002+08:00

outburst

Today was awesome!
met an old mate from jvs
ong li hui
ahahaha
woww
she's getting more and more pretty uh!
from a round chubby girl i know so a beauty
hmm not bad!
met her after work and she was late but nvm
then went to bought some stuffs
i'm glad she got what she wanted
and she really look good in it..
seriously!

then head to pastamania had our dinner
headed home
although it seems like nothing
we had great talks and chats since the start!
ahahah
never ending story!
even before i wanna go into bus still got!
but it was funny and memorable!
there's much more to talk about right lihui?!
ahahah!

ohhh
this week i'm working from monday to friday..
kinda like full timer already
but i'm just a part timer earning some money!
ahahah!
like someone said..
we're just worker..
just follow the flow dude.
ahahahha!
i'm glad this job is fun and flexible..
though sometimes can be dull..
people there are a bunch of monkeys on loose..
=D

night readers,

love,
yy

2009-05-05T00:53:00.001+08:00

feeling feeling

AHAHAHAHAHHAHA!

okay..
i know i'm so in love with my body..
if you cannot stand it..
just close and leave
ahahahha!

oh yea
yesterday i went gym
today i went jogging + a lil work out..
and i come out with something coool..
get ready!
1
2
3
here we go

"oh my muscles have some aches,
e ya e ya ohhhh!
went to gym to train muscles,
e ya e ya ohhhh!
and then ache ache here
and then ache ache there
here ache
there ache
everywhere ache ache!
oh my muscles have some aches
E YA E YA OHHHHHHHHHHHH......................"

VERY random..
sorry.
night!

love,
yy

2009-05-03T21:55:00.002+08:00

just for you kecoh

ohh yea..
yesterday was a day out with HF
*wtf is HF?
HappyFamily
consist of Lufee,Hadi,Shaff,Idah,Sheyra and yy!
it was a beLATED bday celebration for shaff.
however,
i simply enjoy the day.
it was fill with laughter and joy
that's why we're HF.
they're like the most kecoh people on earth who don't care how other look at them..
i don't wanna explain how crazy we are..
let the pictures do the talking
PHOTOS.

Today was a simple day,
woke up in the noon,
upload yesterday's photos,
headed to the gym with abu,
met erwin there too.
head for dinner.
home sweet home.

why life can't be this simple?
i love it this way.

tml will be working till 5,
then heading down to office collet pay..
after that...
?
no plans.
shall see how then.
hopefully some planless people will beep me up
asking to meet
then it'll be a more enjoyable day for sure.
so planless people after 5,
feel free to ring me and meet me!

goodnight readers.

love,
yy

2009-05-01T00:54:00.002+08:00

getting older

now,
Lonely is what i'm feeling right now..
maybe not only now..
it has been hunting me for quite some time already..
you know the feeling of taking train alone to work,
meet a bunch of people who're not really in your life,
serve people who you don't even know?
do stocks which you don't even own,
walking home alone at late night,
and when you reached home,
no one is awake,
all are asleep
and you eat your dinner all alone in a quiet living room with only noises from the televison,
taking late night shower,
online and see all your friends online,
some might be busy,
some might be free,
but none chat with you.
there's only music from the speaker companying you through out the night when you blog.
and you just always think positively about life when it's just a dead routines you need to do,
in order to survive in this ever changing world which is changing every sec.
living like a robot.
that's what most of us are doing for life,

but i don't want this type of life..
what can i do?
just go do whatever i like and die few days after doing that?
no way...

anyway,
i don't hate my job,
i don't hate my friends,
i don't hate my life.
i'm just thinking what i can do to make earth a better place for me to live in.
=)

somehow,
living alone seems great.
we don't live for anyone but ourselves.
so i'll just bear with it.
and live my life.

and you live your's

yy

p.s.
all under one sky.

2009-04-28T23:49:00.002+08:00

the effect made my hair look curly like bastard
yeaa laugh all you want
whatever..
got the old skool looks..

oh goshh..
i sat home whole day long infront of my com and do even know what i'm doing..
lucky got some kind souls chatted with me and turn my attention away..
phew..
if not i guess i'll be dead in my chair.
thanks friends!

SHOUTOUT TO NAFA STUDENTS..
those who entering nafa please make friends with me?
i'm desperately in need of friends who're like me..
ahahahah!
i bet those people out there who are in the same situation with me are rotting at home..
sadd case..
so please..
if you're like me..
be my friend~
we can company each other..
you can have me,
i have have you..
no age/sex/height or weight requirement..
as long as you and i can click.
=D

ohh yea
i'm changing my msn email soon..
too much random people..
and most of the contacts are just there to take up my space and make me scroll longer only..
those who chat with me are less than 10 i guess?
still say friends..
nv even talk to me!
arghh..
soo soon.
maybe friday!

i'm gonna turn low profile!
yy

2009-04-27T20:33:00.002+08:00

illusi

my nose is stucked,
throat is so dam itchy
i just feel like putting my hand in my mouth and scratch my throat
maybe just take brush and brush it clean..
dam it.
and my eyes often get watery and lazy
i'll feel dizzy on and off..

i just hate being sick!

nah
i must be strong
and tell myself..
i'm not..
=D

happiness can turn our attention away!
p.s. sex too..

night.

2009-04-26T20:05:00.000+08:00

i'm sick.

end

2009-04-25T02:04:00.005+08:00

WORKAHOLIC DUDE

today was a day out with my ex classmates
the kaki gerek + merepek + kecoh
sai,pipai and ama.
had early dinner,movie,shopped,supper and webcamwhored.
is there such a word?
nvm
for more please click below
MORE PHOTOS

we come out with all the poses you could never imagine
nahh fake..
it's all those weird funny face you do too..
FUN!
-KNOWING was a great show!
everything was great expect the alien part..
-.-
go watch it friends!

oh yea..
know what?
been working from monday till thursday without and break..
10am to 10pm
12 hours of working hours
am i crazy?
oh god knows..
it's all about the money!
i need cash to do so many things!
but i'm not money minded..
just so you know,
right now this society is just about money..
there's nothing i can do about it!
if only we are back to the past
where things are only for 5cent
and my pay is 5/hr
i'll be flying around and throwing my money around..
stop dreaming..
it'll never gonna happen in this CRUEL world..
=/

ohhh yes.
i miss gym
i miss training and building up!
=(

Ouhkay,
on my TO-DO list
(forever la yy..)

-my lic..=(
super sad.. still haven enroll..

-vans shoe..
ermm what colour should i get?

-more and more tees,shirts
just plain one will do.

that's all about it i guess for now..
i don't ask for more!
oh ya
maybe for school to start earlier
but it's really impossible..
cause know why?
i'm super jealous of those ass who go to poly or ite ..
they made new friendSSSS
yes friendsSS!
and seems to be enjoying every moment of life
while i'm stuck in a retail store in vivo with same old bunch of fellows
but ya la
i still enjoy working with them
but i also wanna go to SCHOOOLLL!
pissed off..
ahahahah

not funny.

*ps.Brother.. please do something about the photoshop..
i miss photoshopping!
=/
all my pictures are so dead now!

we come like the lighting,
so fast that i didn't know it was coming.
will we be gone like the thunder?
so quick that it only last for a short period of time.

2009-04-19T02:14:00.003+08:00

Happy 16th Birthday to my KECOH girlfriend
Nur Shafiqah!

Since today is your big day!
i would like to wish you a very happy 16th birthday!
may all your dreams and wishes come true!
work hard toward them!
Study hard too!
i wanna see you pass your N level !
Our friendship is about 1 year plus and i hope it'll never end.
i appreciate every moment you spend with me and friends
not forgetting thing laughter joy we always have!
thanks for being so kecoh!
=)
i hope u like the cake and simply enjoyed today's celebration!
may it be a memorable one!
last but not least,
i love you my friend,
Nur Shafiqah!

ohh dead beat,
today i should have headed down to take my pay!
dammit..
i guess i could only get it on tuesday since i'm working on monday..
and tml office is closed..
WTH
i'm in need of $
gahhh

everyone is back to school..
i'm still like sitting here waiting for july..
wth..
nvm
=D
enjoying it though
ahahahahah!
work work get money
and do stuffs i want!
bic lic..
here i come.!

pretty tired already..
guess till here..
night readers!
love
yy!

p.s. you sucks! cause you made me miss you.. =(

2009-04-17T01:53:00.004+08:00

*put you own title*

ah huhh..
let me brag about myself..
photos which i post on my blog are all taken my myself
=D
yea
just tell me how good i am..
*chin up*

whatever.
this post gonna be random like random.

i changed my blog song
erm
kinda get to know this song from AJ eventhough the song is like years back then but still i love old songs and always been listening to old songs..i just find new songs meaningless..don't you think so?

oh yea
this friend of mine,
furqan
ahahahahaha
his blog never fail to make me laugh alone
you people should go read his blog..
you can find the link at my link page.
"furqan"

god damit..
why am i like talking craps today..
ahhh
who cares..
my blog,
my say.
if you don't like,
please don't stay!

and,
somehow i should not treat this blog like a messenger but instead a dairy right? hmm..so maybe from the next post onwards,i'll blog like as thought i'm talking to a friend. i'll name that person,....."that person" great..settled!

good night dumbos who waste time reading nonsenses..
PEACE!
yy

2009-04-15T01:26:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday to my dearest brother,
Jacky Kong Wai Chun.

pardon my censored face.

He is my only brother.
i'm really glad that he's always there for me!
no matter what,
he will always do anything just for me.
I love you brother!

ever since i turn 18,
and he attended some life courses..
we got close like how we used to be.
and i really really enjoy it every single moment with you brother!
=D
Let's party tonight!

boss,what's next?
*no link*

random notes,
in whatever relationship involving two or more parties,
every one will have to play a part.
*it takes two hands to clap*
but if both do not even raise up their hand,
who will?
one of them will have to take the initiative.
and if you did,
the other party must be willing to take part in it..
what's the point of just doing without getting any respond?
if you wanna try one more time,
go ahead..
if you tried a few times,
do you get sick and tired?
why not just turn away?
you tried your best,
that's enough.
it has reached it limit..
so call it a day..

.

this part here will be about me!
excited?
if no just close.

life been enjoyable past few weeks,
ever since i'm legal..
i've been hitting clubs almost every week..
burning a hole in my pocket already..
=/
cutting down real soon..
and i mean it.

i still got to take my bike lic,
this is now the top in my "To-Do-List"
other than that,
save money for whatever purposes..

love?
i'm kinda lost..
i do like you
if talking about getting into a relationship,
give me some time..
i need to settle things in my life..
if talking about future,
let's just put it aside,
we can't predict future..
if talking about now,
we're doing fine,aren't we?
no matter what you think i feel,
throw it away..
cause i do like you.

ps. i miss you

night readers,
love
yy

2009-04-07T23:21:00.003+08:00

korean/thai/japanese/singaporean/malayian
dream on..

wooo been a long time i use my hp to take my own photo..
it's so secondary school time..
but actually quite fun uh~
like ss
self-shoik,shoik sendiri
or siao siao
whatever la ..

alright update update..
chill la readers..
how i know got people reading..
ahahahha!

first of all
i'm in love in my blog song..
super sweet..
i hope i can sing that well while playing guitar!
hmm
maybe i try to do one then i put in my blog!
then no one come my blog already!
=D
too irritating voice..
ahahahah!
whatever~

hmm i don't know what to type uh..
since u all ask me update.
i anyhow type uh?
don't scold..

ermm
ouhkay since ive not been gyming doesn't mean i don't work out..
and yea.. i miss my gym mates..
fuzz,abu,nabil,james whoever are in gym i train with..
=/
i'm inspire by this training by HANNIBAL!

crazy right?
yea i'm not that crazy..
my target is end of the year la..
give me time..
=D

well..
life is good~
working,enjoying
i'm going to take my bike lic soon..
i mean soon..
don't know when
hahahaah!
$$ don't have laa
who wanna give me $$ to take lic?
please?
donate la abit..

ermm
something random la
my brother seems to become closer to me after some life courses thingy
which i think is a very good thing!
well
if u have any sibling..
when's the last time you ever had a meal with ur siblings?
when's the last time you took photos with them?
isn't it sad when after so many years you kinda neglected them?
so do something about it!

and
people always say treat others like how you want them to treat you..
when you don't treat them like how you want them to treat you..
don't expect them to treat you well...
then you treat them they treat you when you don't treat them well they treat you....
k ignore the last sentence..
-.-
ahahahahah
too bored..

OH yea..
i stayed at home the wholeeeee dayyyyy !
went out for a while only la..
work out and eat..
that's all
i'm glad!
cause didn't spend any $$
WOOOO!
save~

my mother always tell me,
time is precious
don't waste time
you will never get it back!

so like if you feel like doing something..
just do..
don't wait.
cause time don't wait for you..
if that particular moment u hesitated,
the moment will be gone forever..
then you'll regret..
the quote i heard,
"today's hesitation will be tomorrow's regret"
=)

ouhkay la
long enough already..
hope u guys get bored by this post so you can go to sleep earlier..
ahahahaahah!

goodnight
love
yy~

2009-04-02T23:13:00.004+08:00

oh shit..
i left out something yesterday about the last part~

APRIL FOOL!
APRIL FOOL!
APRIL FOOL!
APRIL FOOL!
APRIL FOOLSSSSSsss!

=D
sorry friends~
just wanna see how much you people care and love me
=)
i love you all la
i wouldn't leave !
never wanna leave too!
i'll be always here for you all if you all need me la
if don't need..
then never mind..

gosh..
i've been missing gym ..
tml gonna work again..
pheww..~

today went out with happy belated birthday girl sabrina
got her a gift
and hopefully she likes it
=)
had a great day after all
and there's something that is not so shocking to know
=D
take care of yourself lady..
party soon!

if i was never meant to be born into this world
will it make any difference to yours?
=/

2009-04-01T23:21:00.004+08:00

so many leaves

Sorry friends,
been a long long time since i blogg..
i'm very busy for the past few weeks,
birthday,work,outing,gym,dates..
hmm

been killing me..
freaking busy..
finally free for today and tml..
phew..

today was great,
decided to just chill at home
so watch dvd and sleep and eat!
what a peaceful day~
=)

updates;

new hair wax

my birthday was over,
i really appreciate those who wished me happy birthday
advance or belated..
still thanks~
and special thanks to my lovelies happyfamily!
i love you guys~
not forgetting hannah
=D
thanks all!
finally legal~

other than that,
been busy working!
arghh
money come money grow!
i wish i am a millionaire~
wooooo~
how i wish..
=/

i don't wanna talk much about what i did or past last few weeks.

i wanna write these down;
more general things.

I'm seriously screwed..
as in my personal life
in friends,love..
might be a lil emo..
so bear with me..
no names will be mention..

i feel that life is just like a plain piece of paper..
when you live,
you want to paint a perfect picture
when you're born,
it's pure white..
slowly as you grow..
things are painted
might be pen or pencil or paint what so ever..
everything you did will leave a mark there..
you can cover it..
but there'll still be a mark
a mark which can't be remove..
so why don't just take it as a mistake
and not do it again as not to destroy the beautiful painting you are trying to do.

to sum up;
mistakes made can be never be forgotten..
what happened had already happened..
we need to ensure what happen next will be a perfect move as possible..

Next up;
in love,
religion does matter..
i totally do agree
if one party want the other to sacrifice
why can't they do it instead?
for love we will?
i will..
but will you?
as in everything?
it's not that i'm childish,
or too matured..
love is a simple thing to me
it really depend on you if you wanna love someone.
but when the feeling is there,
love is hard to ignore..
in love
nothing matters but you..

it's not that i'm in love
it's just that in long run love relationship..
we can't predict..
but seems like
things are not really going our way..
somehow
it might be better this way..
i'm not completely ready..
you too..
i'm sure of it.

we'll stay this way,
my lady.

most important thing..
i'll be leaving sg..
my family is facing money problems..
but i'll still study in sg..
but staying malaysia..
it's so sudden..
why must it be now..
tsk..
i'm trying to do something to stay here..
i'm thinking..
but my parents decision will be final..
might be leaving this weekend..
thanks friends for being there..
so cya if possible..
so long..
goodbye..

any last words,
just text me or tag me..

love yy..

2009-03-19T22:57:00.002+08:00

city dreams,

Hellloooooooooooooooo readers~
wait..
there should be some readers i hope..
=D
i don't want this to be such a personal blog..
so if got any opinion just voice out!
i'm open to ideas and comments
bad,good or whatever la!

Past few days been rather busy..
everyday there'll be something for me to do..
it's either work,friends,gym or hannah..
pretty dead life huh?
NO!
it's simple and sweet without much things to care about!

so let me recall things that happen if i can..
i'll just randomly type out..
erm..
yesterday went to the sallys..
yea JUST for the sallys..
then bought a small gift for hannah and met her and pass it to her and walk to coffeeshop and buy food and walk home and ate my supper and got online and chatted and did a few stuffs and washed up and go to bed and close my eyes and sleep.
k that's soo not needed there..
nvm~
then few days ago went out with hannah too..
yea there's work..
erm..
now still working..
tml also got work..
sat also got work..
working class uh?
0.0
wth..
but still i did went to gym..
erm..
forget when..
today i did went to gym too..
and i got my haircut after gym today..
you wanna see?
yes?
uh.. maybe soon i'll have a photo of my new hair..
i say again.. MAYBE soon..
no?
nvm then ignore this part..

k i don't know why i'm pretty random today..
maybe cause i'm just too happy i got a haircut so i don't look like some bushman
or caveman living in the forest..
some even said i'm tarzan or so..
now i'm not!
i'm a cute hot handsome turning legal guy.
*ya i always praise myself..*
OH YA!

talking about legal..
Tomorrow will be my cousin bday..
wai thong,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
legal already!
wait for me
2 more days after you!
and hopefully your case will get something light or just drop case even better ..
i'll pray hard for you..
peace..

and yes..
my birthday!
sunday uh people!
rememeber..
do wish me..
if don't wanna wish nvm..
give me present can already
i don't ask for more
=D
18 soon
legal soon
hmmm~
what should i do?
wahhahah!

wooo
this is sucha long post..
i think i better stop..
before you people get tired of my nonsense
=D
peace!
remember..
22th MARCH!

love,
yy

2009-03-14T13:28:00.002+08:00

don't stop

woooo.
been most than a week since i last posted.
there's alot of things going on
and i'm pretty busy.
then went i get home,
i'll be too tired and lazy to post..
aahahah!
this post is gonna be super random.
please don't waste your time if you don't have the time.
peace~

I wanna shop,
i don't know what i have the urge to buy clothes.
and i just buy it if i like it.
ahahah!
and i still got lots of items that i want to get.
I'M NOT SAVING!
dammit.

well
life now isn't that bad,
work,enjoy,gym,chill.
isn't that the way of life suppose to be?
of maybe life is just random like everyone has a different life,
so it's hard to describe what life is about uh?

pretty happy with things now.
having someone you love ,love you back,
that's a blessing right?
it's still the honeymoon period,
but i hope it'll last as long as it would be
cause i don't like quarrels and fights
with loud voices and childish temper.
so let's just be happy the way we are now!
=)
Sweetheartnah.

so yea
22nd march is approaching!
people get ready your present and drown me with it yea!
=D
ahahah!
it's my big day,
18th birthday.
i guess i'll get wasted
cause my siblings are going to bring me somewhere
and i don't know where.
so shall wait and see.

Cheers for the march babies.
?

i really need to save up already..
take my bike lic,
hmm..
anyone wanna pay for me?
=D

today,
guess i'm going to gym first..
then meeting some gym mates then chill out.
if i do..
there'll be a upload of photos soon.
.

ccya peepes

2009-03-06T01:03:00.003+08:00

took me over.

life is so random.
I got into nafa,
yes i'm happy
but i feel bad .
The fees are high.
Not sure if my parents could manage?
but they support me no matter what
=)
i love you mom and dad.

That's what i want
what i dream.

Back track,
Monday went to work,
Tuesday was hang out with dhoyfa.
then headed to gym
talking about gym
i finally get back the feel of it..
ahahahha!
giving it the best shot
and all out to gain that build i want.
All i want now is to to make the height of my chest.
Then follow by mad definition of muscles.
All the best to me.

Wednesday was a short day but sweet somehow.
headed gym
then met Hannah..
wondering who she is?
she's a Chinese korean indon
?
weird?
nope unique.

there she is!
isn't she adorable?
we watched the sunset,
talk about ourselves.
I realised that we have quite alot in common.
=)
She was nervous,shy .
but still,
she made my day.

If love was about being myself with you
I'm.
If love could make the most beautiful moment.
it did.
If love could make someone fall..
i just fell.

2009-03-04T02:24:00.002+08:00

PROMOTION!!!

NewUrbanMale is having a WEEKEND promotion this
5th to 7th MARCH 2009.
For more information,
you can visit
http://www.newurbanmale.com/shopping/cms.php?content=stimuluspackage
Or
Just simply head down to any NewUrbanMale outlets and ask the friendly ambassadors!
I'm sure they'll tell you more!

hm..
I thought working at num is just about serving customers..
but it has more to come!
Whatever it is..
Do Support this promotions!
as it is a RARE opportunity!

This is part of my job too
=)

2009-03-01T21:40:00.003+08:00

a new rise.

Thanks.
Finally i've received the acceptance letter from NAFA!
wooooooo!
There's a few things i need to do in order to get a secured place there.
So i will get it done by next week.
Partly,
i'm very happy for myself!
My dreams are getting closer to me.
but somehow,
i feel bad.
The fees are slightly higher than polys.
And i'm not from a rich family.
i really wonder how my parents are going to support me.
But they assure me that they'll pay for it.
hmm

In return.
I need to put in my whole heart and soul into learning there.
and make sure i don't let my parents down.
I'll do my best.

at least i don't have to worry more.

So Saturday started off with a pour
which kinda affected the class bbq plan.
but still
5n2 always stand as one.
walked in the drizzle to our pit
pitched the tent,
followed by setting up the fire.
thanks god it stopped raining when we reached the pit.
so at least we ate and talk.
then after everything,
few of us stayed for the night while the rest headed home.
and it started pouring....
but yes!
i managed to find a shelter and evacuate them there..
WHAHAHHA
wth..
and we stay there till mornin..
then i had to rush home..
so i went off first before them..
oin;auioblwbkamcw;oihwa
nwauilhnciahgn;a

k i lazy to say more bout that..
ahahah!
click
PICTURES!

I'll be working tml.
dead.

yy

2009-02-27T12:46:00.002+08:00

from this to that.

OMG...
There's too much things running around my brain..
like ants in a big maze brain!
gosh..
it's so scary to be in my situation..
how i wish i could turn back time to adjust my life a lil..
i was just too stubborn and carefree..

i have not gotten any school to attend to..
how?
nafa?
they are a bunch of people who love to make others wait..
gahhh..
i need a school!
if not i will have to go NS..
!!!
which is like..
no thank,sir.

and meanwhile..
i've been thinking of my BIRTHDAY!
which is like 23 more days?
ahahaha!
and i'll be legal..
and legal meaning?
party people..
besides that!
it also means that..
i have to start standing on both feets without spoon feeding soon..
but anyway..
i will go and take my bike lic for sure..
so right now i'm saving up..
hopefully,
i can manage to save up some $.

well well well..
friends wise..
closest friends we do meet always..
for what?
for gym..
after gym?
lepak satu corner isap rokok ah geng..
wahahaha!
other than that.
have not been heading out of jurong area for sometimes..
and it's kinda sucky..

and yea..
14th march,
RF bboy jam.
15th
ROMP 4?
maybeeeeeeeeeee
if i got $$

love love loveeee
why don't you just be yourself and not worry too much?
don' try to think of others always..
think about yourself..
have you done enough?
love love love..
that's just me
=/

2009-02-23T12:40:00.003+08:00

loose ends.

back track,
Friday was a happy day for me !
despite giving out promo cards at heeren ground level,
Something sweet happen
=)

Saturday was even more awesome!
headed to Ramat's gig and headed to chill with mates.
What's so great about that day is
i got to meet my old friends.
plus the new friend
=D

Sunday was dead bored.
worked full.
but we have hell lots of fun working that day with oldskool songs
and dancing and singing
ahahahh!

today?
hmm
gym i suppose..
then shall see what's next..

well for photos on saturday is below
Click here

end

2009-02-18T23:50:00.003+08:00

guardian angel,
hope

hmm,
past few days was not like any other days,
that's why i didn't post.
a day of rawking,
a day of resting,
a day of building..

i know you don't get it..
never mind.

Tomorrow will be working,
Friday too..
sat?
will be out..
Sunday working again.
This is my plan fixed this week..
unless something really important pops out.

I want to do what i want.
not what i need..
But i have to have what i need
not what i want.
isn't it confusing?

yes.
life is just so confusing!
that's why it's fun to live on and find out more the next second.
unless,
you can really know what will happen the next moment you blink your eyes.
But no one can do that,
so live on finding what miracles happen next.

Be optimistic!
Smile people.

Goodnight,readers.
yy

2009-02-15T00:11:00.003+08:00

the ungone dawn's lights

I ain't feeling it now.
Where's the love?
It's not reaching.
Just lost.

2009-02-14T00:21:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Mama!

years back,

Mom,
i know you'll not get to read this
but i just want to say that i love you very much!
No one can ever replace you in my life.
Thanks for all those care and love you gave to me.
Sorry for all those times i make you angry or sad.
You're the most important person in my life beside Daddy,
i really mean it!
Without you,
i really cannot even imagine how life will be.
And it's been years since i have a photo with you.
Tml i will surely have one together with you Mama!
=D
I Love You Ma!
Happy birthday!
Stay in good health and Long life,

your naughty son,
yy

and also
Happy Valentines' Day

May those in relationship last long
have less fights and conflicts
share more love
and be together happily

To singles,
may you find your dream partner,
and settle down.

For all my friends,
readers,
bloghoppers,
family,
and all living things,
I love you all!
have a happy life!
smile always~

2009-02-10T00:58:00.004+08:00

oh girl you caught not only my eyes,
my heart.

Monday worked,
Tuesday SHOPPING
Today heading to JB with parents.
=D

So about the nike i bought for cny is below.

Nike Zoom Classic SB

This is what i bought yesterday!

Nike Free Dynamic Training.

besides that,
i also bought a few tees.
and yes...
i'm broke already..
=/

Oh gosh..
valentine coming..
Mum's birthday coming..
what should i get ?
hmm
and my valentine will be spend with mom for sure!
cause she's the one i love more than any other woman/lady/girl.
=D
yy is a mummy's boy.

this is my grandma's dog which passed away on CNY.
R.I.P

thanks for those times.

Off~
yy

2009-02-09T01:01:00.003+08:00

what's the next thing happen?

Today
woke up late late late
ahahah!
then headed gym
to jurong point
the new and the old one..
and catch a movie..
The Curious Case of Benjamin Button

Rating:4/5
Duration:2h+
Overall,
MUST WATCH

Today lesson was mostly from the movie itself,
"you'll never know what comes next"
"Death makes us realised how important people are to us"

Predicting is absolutely possible,
but in life,
things tent to go the other way.
so expect the unexpected,
predict the unpredicted.

In life,
different people do different things
there are people who live their life the way you do.
but never let anything stop you from doing thing you dream to do.
because in life,
it's short.
we live just this once,
treasure it.
and leave like how we came.
but with a story that's worth living for.

rans;
Some love will always remain there.
it's impossible to erase them off.
then why not work it back again?
cause some are just arrogant.
and rather find a replacement.

Goodnight,
living things.

yy

2009-02-08T08:19:00.002+08:00

8.20am

It's weird to blog at this time..
and not being tired from overnight-ing over at pasir ris chalet.

rewind.
i slacked at home till 3
bathed and stuffs
headed work till 10
then down to benson birthday chalet.
drink,drank but not drank.
play,played but not being played.
as usual,
crap around and didn't sleep the whole night.
so reached home around 7 plus.
ate breakfast then now blogging
while helping my mum burn DVD for her photos.
=)
A very great day indeed.

Thing i need to do:
-Get my pair of nike free
-Get a present for my mum's birthday
-Save up for Bike lic

this three is the MUST DO in my list now.
other than that..
-Get gifts for Valentines
-Get back to bboying
-Buying more clothes
-Complete my original
-Train FIT,not BIG.
maybe, just thicker a lil.

so yea.
Today lesson;
He or She might be somebody,
and when two somebody met.
One of them must still make a move first.
Without trying,
Nothing works out.

Till here.
Morning
and i'm off too bed.
yy

2009-02-07T01:11:00.002+08:00

its okay to be alone.

Today was out to collect pay.
then to photoshoot with lia,her bf An and Fuzz.
photos can be view here
"Photoshoot"

It was fun,happy,lovely.
=)

Today's lesson,
Personally,
Being with someone you can live with your entire life together,
going through moments together,
doing EVERYthings together,
Being happy together,
Sharing together..
is
LOVE.

If the time turn back,
i'll still make that choice.
Even if the move was changed,
i'll still go with my stand.
No doubt..
it might be hurting,
But it's still worth it
to see you being happy.
As in real happiness.

a note to be taken note of.
i'm just writing what i feel and think.
so those who don't agree,
ignore it.
peace.

Night
yy

2009-02-05T01:26:00.005+08:00

Tag replies:
bboy: ermm how did you know that? but i stopped bboying for quite sometime..

aeenn: thanks! seriously i appreciate you talking to me! =D

erli: aahaha! it's okay you can flood all you want! =D and yes it's a small world~ sorry i didn't remember clearly about you much though.. heehe! and wth la! i'm not ah beng or mats.. i'm just a normal guy with extraordinary life !! =D and my results not bad.. can make it la~ l1r4 = 18

CG: ahahah! go and find! don't find me~ cause my one also haven settle!

the rest tagged back at your blogs~

Quick update.

1.Moday was day out with idah.
belated birthday celebration~
pastamania,bridewar.

2.Tuesday almost died at home.
Facebook save me.
"guess the sketch"
a game!
fun..
go try it~

3.Wednesday was Entry test for NAFA from 9 plus to 1.
then meet dhoyfa.
yes as always..
LATE..
nvm~
and also elle.
ate,town,movie,pool.
and also not forgetting..
crapping all the time..
ahaha!
funny girl

Alright,
I'm kinda getting broke now..
pockets burning holes bigger and bigger..
=/
anyone would like to donate?

today lesson was,
friends do share love too.
but it's a different kind of love.
there's way too much love to name.
so i love you is not something special!
what is so special is that,
without saying i love you,
the other party can feel it..
it's the highest point of love!

i would wanna thanks
AEENN the BUDAK KECIK
for being such a kind soul
to talk with me about my life
=)
Thanks!

2009-02-02T00:59:00.002+08:00

recalling

some old memories are just so sweet.
sometimes you just wish you could turn back time.
most of times we just didn't treasure what we had before.
all the time,
i do miss the past..

i've not been very sure to myself lately..
not clear about my stand.
how could that be?
i always thought i know what i want and need..
but right now..
i'm totally lost..

actually there are a few things i really need to sort out..
family is forever first in my list..
what's next?
work?friends?bboy?love?
i'm really unsure about this..
i guess i just need to sit down
talk to someone and clear things out..
i guess i should..
any kind soul who think could save my life from this tough period i'm going through?
you're just a tag away from me..
(?)
ignore the last part..
aahaha!

back to lesson time:
today i learn that,
fate really does exist in my life...
how about yours?

peace out
yy

2009-01-31T02:46:00.002+08:00

today was a great day indeed..
but i don't wanna talk much bout it..
nafa,chingay,gorgeous ladies and more!

oh ya
one thing..
bumped into her..
someone i'm not close to..
seldom met..
she's kinda like took my heart away for a few mins when she talked to me..
my god
she's just so attractive..
blaaaa
whatever..
she's someone else's i guess..
aaha
whatever..
she's such a beauty!
the thing is..
i forgot her name
ahhhh..
=/
some dancer or mc i guess..

ouh yeaa..
back to my part.

i'm starting to find out more about myself..
yes
i realised that i obviously don't take initiative..
i might be too fucking greedy..
i'm fickle minded..
i don't stick to my stand..
Always waiting,doing nothing..
all i know is to say..
and say..
and say..
actions speaks louder than words right?
i know it but i'm not doing it..
what's wronggg with me..
anyone can tell me?
help me?
save me?
life is getting bored again..
i thought it would be better after my O..
who knows..
it got worse..
very..

but i'm very sure..
i mean no harm to anyone..
if in anyway you felt that i have..
i'm sorry..
i really didn't mean to cause any pain or what so ever..
all i wanted was happiness..
to share it among everyone if possible..
i'm trying my best to bring joy and peace..
please don't have misunderstanding within me and you
as in me and anyone..
peace

the string will guide us to a place
where the tune drown us in love
along with it's lyrics.

2009-01-30T10:50:00.003+08:00

oh my~
been almost a week i haven touch my computer!
guess what?
i still survive without it!
aahaha

anyway

tag replies,
zany: uhhh mom always like to lie one!anyway i grew back to the same old me~

wenxing:Vivocity.. why? don't come disturb me! ahahha!

passerby:ermm that friday eh? yaa i guess? ahah!

idah: kopitaimm.. go go~ go have a lil bonding session..ahahah!

betty: ohh last year.. uh yaa kinda~ but last two year more la. =)

christine: i go with fam how to jio? siaoooo

belle:hm your face very familiar.. but i terlupe already! =X heehehe!

anna:wahhaha bling2 tu mahal sikit uh.. tkde $$ =X

sherya: uh uh! soon la k! =D

mia: alright~

lufee: that's so not me.. ahahah!

farna: yaa he have to be alive to be in the tv right? =D so sorry~ but we'll chat real soon ouhkay!? =) imyt!

well
i was away at malaysia for CNY,
Happy chinese new year to all chinese mates!
GONG XI FA CAI!

hmm
i did the same thing over there for years~
so it's was kinda dead~
but it's good to see some relatives which i have not met for years
=)
angbao?
all ringgit..
haish~
convert also how much only..
but it's not about the money la!
it's all about the love,the family~
wooo~

anyway..
my granny's dog passed away..
=/
being bitten till death!
so sad la!
i'll upload it's photo soon~

when i was over there,
life is very different..
compared to singapore it's like so backward
but they still live happily..
so i realised that in life,
all we need is just to live happily without any greed..
with greed,
everything turns nasty..

enough said,
i'm back to sg~
and back to timecheck again!

aahaha!
some random girl just added me up..
kinda sex up..
but no face pic..
she did webcammed..
lucky i didn't
and she showed her tits!?
wahh
free oi..
hahahah!
i think she's kinda old though..
like 20+? nearly 30?
ahahhah!
kk whatever..

it's kinda weird how people get my email..
guess it's time to change my email!
ahahah!
more private one~
=)

graaaawwwww..
i'm craving for sex
?
random..

so i'm tired typing already!
boooo!
cya!

2009-01-23T00:34:00.003+08:00

Futurelistic

Dam..
been ages since i editted using photoshop..
skills rusty like iron already!
got nothing better to do..
so just randomly TRIED to edit one..
=/

oh yea~
Chinese New Year is a few days away..
and did i have enough new clothes?
erm..
yes to me..
but i want more pants!
so i'll get more after i get my ANGBAO!
but i know it'll not exceed 100 sgd..
nvm..
i got my pay to cover it up!

and i'm soo gonna use my baby for CNY..
my dslr..
not been snapping with it for every long time!
sorry baby..
ahahahahah!

So today what i learned..
.When someone doesn't ask any questions,
it doesn't mean they understand..
that's why it's best to just open your bloody damn mouth to say something..
share it!
don't be selfish!

The end of 22/1/2009

she's the type of girl i like..
took my attention and showed me she care,

2009-01-22T01:53:00.002+08:00

hmmm big head monster!

so yea i'm back..
past few days were just normal..
nothing much!
soo yea
today was awesome!

i went cathay to wait for dhoy..
freaking late..
nvm~
i shopped around PS..
got myself a black pants and a tank!
woooo
that pants is nice..
classy!
and cheap~
NET man..
ahahah!
go check it out..
having sales!

then after she's done..
we walked to heeren to get my long sleeve from mooks..
yup!
i got it..
=)
but before i got it i actually thinked twice if i should buy it..
and i did in the end..
so we ate our dinner at BK at cine..
crap talk yea..
i headed to vivo then she went back home..

the reason i went to vivo was staff meeting..
yea
colin was there to inform and stress some things to us..
oh ya..
colin is one of the NUM management team..
so after that..
vivo numboys went mac to eat supper..
den we cabbed home..

woo tiring..
tml working!
damit..

and i've decided to blog almost everyday about something i learn EACH day...
so i know everyday is worth living for..
today
what i learnt was..
ambassador is someone very important in the sales floor..
not every shopper enter a store knowing what they wanna get..
so for a ambassador..
we're there to guide and advise shoppers on what they should buy
=)

taadaaaa!
fuck off lifeless people..
nahhh
kidding..
night!
peaceee yaw!

2009-01-17T00:31:00.003+08:00

Today i had a very hard time waking up..
cause not working..
so time is not so rushing for me!
aahaha
took my own sweet time to wake up~
shiokkk till your asshair straighten!

Went to collect pay,bank in and stuffs..
then headed down to NAFA..
well..
there's 2 test to be carried out..
so hoping after applying i will get prepared!
and my parents are supportive of that
=)

Since i got my pay..
i got myself

ZOOM CLASSIC SB!

but it's not this colour..
mine is MUCH MORE NICER!
ahahahah!
i love my new kicks~
can strike out one of the wishlist thingy~

then..

Again..
it's not this Sliver colour one..
it's a snake skin type
then again..
MINE IS MUCH MUCH MORE COOL!
wooooo~

underground!
highend fashionalists can suck my balls
aahah
kidding..
that's randommm..
soo i'm veryy happy today!

and sorry sai and kam..
i didn't mean to leave you guys alone..
but i got to go..
!
class chalet soon alright!
woo lalalaaa~

night ass diggers..
i'm hyper today!

2009-01-15T00:17:00.003+08:00

Let me blubble some thoughts out!

this post will be dam complicated..
so don't ask much if you don't get what i'm trying to type later on..
ahahahah!

i wanna get tattoos..
Clothes !!
lots of them!
throw my old clothes away!

Nafa~
here i come!
please let me get through it!
if not seriously i don't know what to do to enter poly or where ever..
=/

Well..
Love..
what she said to me sound really true..
all i know is sit back and wait..
i don't know how to show some initiative..
maybe that's just me?
or my bad personality..
awwhhh..
If only someone out there would take the first step for me..
not me doing it..
who knows?
just wait and see if there is..
if not..
happy waiting yy!
maybe till your hair turns all white..
you still have not get married..

hmm
i miss life..
on the other hand..
life is great!
?
i earn to buy what i want!
i miss my friends..

damm shit..
i'd slimmed down..
yea really..
thinner..
=/
not as big as i used to be and want to be..
nvm..
After my sickness..
i'll be back..
just wait and see..
maybe bigger than i used to be!
=D

Don't give up!
go for your dreams~
=D

and i guess..
now go sleep..
then dream

night sexies!
peace
yy

2009-01-12T22:45:00.002+08:00

L1R4 : 18

not bad,
i'm quite happy with it!
and i'm gonna do digital grahpic designing..
in either NAFA or Lasalle.
Depends...

Congrats to those who have made it..
and
Cheer up to those who didn't

Life doesn't end here..
we still have a long road to walk..
Everyone is not a failure..
cause we all did tried !
All the best for your future..
Peace

My sorethroat is killing me softly..
my mood is dampen by it..
i'm not longer hyper..
cause i hate the pain i'm going through alone..
Heal throat, Heal!
please!
arghhh!

So the future grahpics sence..
I'm rolling baby!

Night fall,
lights off all!

2009-01-12T01:11:00.003+08:00

Stop acting like a star
you're not a star..
a starr..
a starr..

ahahahah!
can be a copy of she's like a star uh
??

oh yea!
i here to wish all those who took O levels last year!
GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR RESULTS TOMORROW!
all the best!
and pray hard!
peace upon your results and you!

yesterday was great..
today could be better
tomorrow will be the best
=D

I'm tired..
lazy to blog..
tml then blog okay!
=D
with my results all i blog..

2009-01-09T12:53:00.000+08:00

ohhhh goddd........
i hate falling sick!
arghh
stupid high fever made my body felt as if i'm suntanning..
headache made my head grow 50kg more substance inside..
dammm heavy and spinning..
wtf!
and sorethroat..
FUCK IT!
it's like my throat being slice by penknife..
yes..
it's that bad okay..
haishh..

yesterday was really terrible..
today was much better..
but the sorethroat getting worse!
and i guess it's all because of people around me who's sick!
RIDHA!
-.-
he was the one who passed it to me..
damm..
nvm
i'm strong!
and i'll get well soon..

so don't worry people.
if u want me to die soon..
sorry~
but i'll still live on and irritate u people
=)

peace~

2009-01-04T00:38:00.003+08:00

Class Outing!
5N2

it was a blast!

the N2

We headed to sentosa and settled at palawan beach
den we ate,played,laughed,craps,drank everything ..
the best part!
games~

-sweets in milo powder and SALT!
yes salt..
taste like seawater..
and we need to use our mouth to get the sweets out!
eeww~
*salty*
-Hotdogs eating
Team who finish eating those hotdogs wins..
WHAHAHA!
some didn't even chew and just GULB it into their stomach..
crazyyy..
-Makeup
WAHAHAH!
dam stupid game..
but it's sooo artistic..
really..
photos of it will be uploaded soon!
some are in other's camera..

after all!
i wanna thanks those who have attended and make it succeed!
Special thanks to Sai,Ramat,Haizul,Pipai..
you're the man!
and one woman
-.-
More photos
http://yykid.multiply.com/photos/album/23/3.1.09_

peace out!
tml working~
bye!
Maybe a chinese would make me chinese.. ?

2009-01-02T03:39:00.002+08:00

it's 3.39am..
i just finished watching dvd..
"Connected"
a very good movie i can say!

twist and turn!
i'll rate it 10/10!

randoms.
asking and telling is a different thing..
if anyone were to ask
Did you blablabla
and
you blablabla
is two different things right?
and knowing too much is not too good also..
it's best not to know much actually..
so i've decided not to care too much,
as it'll create more doubt in me..
even if i know..
i wouldn't ask more
and not tell others..
cause information will be modified through
one and other..

love..
As a general expression of positive sentiment (a stronger form of like), love is commonly contrasted with hate (or neutral apathy); as a less sexual and more emotionally intimate form of romantic attachment, love is commonly contrasted with lust; and as an interpersonal relationship with romantic overtones, love is commonly contrasted with friendship, although other definitions of the word love may be applied to close friendships in certain contexts.
from wikipedia..

so that's what love is..?
friends or lovers?

2009-01-02T01:08:00.005+08:00

2009

It's a new beginning!

today
1st Jan'09
i was called up to work..
so i did..
ahaha!
nothing much today~

31st Dec'08
it was her birthday!

yea~
faten!
she came to vivo and headed to sentosa..
so i had a lil chat with her and nisa
after that headed back to work..

after that
met zanna!

as i promised her to go out with her on countdown..
so i did kept my promise!
it was sooo crowded at cityhall area..
but we still continue to follow the crowd..
blablablaa..
met up suk..
den my classmates..
and zanna friends..
irfan and.. i forget the other guy..
ahahah!
after that..
headed home..
more photos
http://yykid.multiply.com/photos/album/22/Countdown_2009

Just another day..

Some random notes..

it seems like jealousy is the most HATED feeling for me..
i just hated it when i'm jealous..
and to know that i hate that feeling..
i'm afraid to love..
cause in love..
jealousy will be around..
when there's no love..
jealous is just so far away from me..
it's been sooooo long since this feeling invaded my heart..
you know, like those lime and lemon juice flowing in ur heart instead of blood?
and the squeezing of your vains that makes you break out in goosebumps?
to know that you can do something better but you didn't?
others might be better but you could be the best?
you're trying to gain something but it just crashed and burnt?
when you're picking things up , the rest just fall back down on the ground?
that feeling simply sucks..
you should know why i got this feeling..
it's all because of..
Love

yy

2008-12-31T00:55:00.003+08:00

First of all
i wanna wish

Faten mama
k i know doesn't look like her..

a very sweet
happy 16th birthday!
=)

Mama.. da besar eh!
may all your dreams and wishes come true!
grow and and be more sensible ouhkay!
take good care of yourself!
loves and misses

next up..
2008 is going to be over in like less than 24hours..
What has happen is the past..
so let it go..

Looking back, recalling back
2008 has been kind enough for me.
this whole year i am single and mingling..
which somehow,
i learnt alot of things from..
life..
it's totally un-understandable!
let the past be memories~

2009 is coming..
what's my resolution for 2009..
i wanna get good results for my o level..
and get into good course!
hopefully can have a gf and settle down things..
slow things down..
continue working...
most importantly..
Love,Peace,Lust
=D

2008-12-29T00:37:00.003+08:00

Miramar Beach Large Backpack Nile River Paisley

From California Beach Company

I'm so so so in love with this bag..
=(
but SG doesn't have it..
and!
what's worse is..
no shipping to sg too
gahhh!
dam nice laaa!
arghh..

oh yea..
few more days to 2009
so bid farewell to 2008 soon

and i'm working on 31st..
-.-
till 10pm
but i'll still go countdown!
who cares!
ahahahahh!

anyone please buy me that bag..
i'll love your whole family~
random..

2008-12-26T22:09:00.002+08:00

my real identity..

Fuck cyber..
asshole..

BEWARE:
this post contains lots of vulgarities!

i'm just feeling fucking pissed off..
fucking lonely..
fucking no life..
fucking bored..
i don't feel that hype i used to have..
maybe it's due to work..
or friends..
or just myself..
just fucked up life right now..

i don't know what's going wrong with my life..
i wanna fucking make it right..
motherassfuckerdicksucker..
ahh
and cyber is just another fucking place which it's not real..
FUCK!

sometimes..
i need friends to be there..
sometimes..
i want a girl to be by my side..
sometimes..
family is just enough..
AHH
i fucking don't know..
maybe i'm just fucking greedy..
or i'm fucking loser..

oh yea..
i'm a loser..
FUCKED yy..

2008-12-25T01:33:00.000+08:00

Dam..
it's christmas..
and i don't feel any hype at all..
=/

BUT!
new year eve..
what's my plan gonna be?
tsk..
please....
someone !!
ask me out..
ahahah
if not i guess i'll be sleeping at home..
-.-

2008-12-23T02:30:00.003+08:00

hmm~
i want that for christmas

Happy birthday to
My dearest sister!

Shalon Kong!
hope you like that flipflop!
and also!
the gorgeous big eye

missnurulatiracherrypie!
sweet 17th!
=D

STUPID ABU!
ask me do this survey..
k fine..
i'll do it..

1. Do you have secrets?

ohh! dark secrets~

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl older than you?

i don't mind!
infact i wish i can find someone older than me~

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?

i will never wait for someone,
unless she's waiting too..

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?

i'll make another billion with it!
so i got 2 billion!
then it goes on and on~

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?

erm,
why not?!

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

loveing someone who loves me
=D

7. How do you define love?

love is everywhere

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

i'll wish her all the best!

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?

-.-
too much to mention...

10. What makes you sad?

erm,
you asking me stupid questions make me sad and angry..
-.-

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?

one word
yy

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?

forever will be,
my heroes,
Mr and Mrs Kong

13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?

Life.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?

neither,
cause i wanna be happily married.
as simple as abc...

15. What is your favourite colour?

Netural colours.

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick?

Of course the one who is the best for me..

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?

We'll never forget..
but we always have to forgive!

18. What do you want to tell the someone you like?

i like everyone..
so i'll tell them..
"please do like me too!"

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends,which will you choose?

i think..
in between!

20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"?

Of course..
if not my parents will never be this way..

5 people who's going to do this survey

Anyone who wanna do this..
i don't like to force..
ahahah!

2008-12-21T01:06:00.004+08:00

when will joy really come to me?

SENTOSA
soo yea yea!
today went to sentosa..
gahh..
mission failed..
wahhaah!
and..
i find that we bunch of guys really look so gay
-.-
no i mean them..
yea!
i'm not included..
i'm straight!
PHOTOS

Tomorrow working..
gah..
tiring..

that's all..
lazy to blog..

2008-12-20T01:18:00.002+08:00

Once again,
Happy 16th Birthday Ruzanna!
hope u enjoy your day today~

i just love pictures of myself from this angle..

well today,
don't wanna say about the morning and noon,
evening i met ruzanna and oza..
check out some stuffs at vivo..
ate,chatted,talked,laugh~
they're really fun to be with
ahaha!
oza..
-.-
GO BRUSH UP YOUR ENGLISH!

yea nothing much..
tml might be heading to sentosa..
as there'll be a
GYMMER OUTTING
so called..
ahahahah!
so all those abf body will be there
and i sebok2 join in je..
ahahahah!
so those no plans..
just head down sentosa and give me a call
=)
can join us if you want!

peace out fellows
BIGHT!

2008-12-19T00:46:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday "BGFF" Ruzanna!

Finally someone turned 16 on 19/12/08!
=)
ruzanna, a girl whom i knew for one year plus~
my so call bgff
aahah
we knew each other through LJS
then comments at friendster..
pretty typical i can say~
but this friendship kinda lasted!
well,
actually i don't really know her inside out.
she's just a sweet,simple girl with a taste of fashion of her own.
one thing about her is that when she's with her gfs,
she tent to bully me..
i'll tolerate!
anyway,
present will be delay!
ahaha
sorry~
once again!
happy 16th birthday!

how she had changed her image soo much~
now promoted to so call
Pretty Lady~
not girl already uh..
aahahah!

today,
was in my sweet sleep when one of the manger called and asked me to cover someone today..
so i woke up and bathed and stuffs then went down to work..
ahaha!
not bad!
i learn quite alot today~
thanks alot seniors..
WAHHAHAHA!

nothing much~
whole day of work and fun and laughter!
working there is a whole lot of fun actually~
people there are kaki-s gerek!

yeaa
tml will see what's plan for me
=)

2008-12-18T00:45:00.003+08:00

the heroes in my life..

suddenly i just feel like blogging about them.
well what can i say..
almost every parents are heroes in our lifes...
they are greater than superman,wonderwoman or what so ever..

for my daddy,
although i'm not that close with him..
he's the person whom i'm most afraid of in the whole wide world..
even if he don't voice out..
just a stare into my eyes..
my nerves and vains will freeze right away..
but not only that,
he's the guy that i respect most in my life..
everything he do..
he's just simply my idol,hero,
whatever you can name..
=)
i love you daddy~

and mama,
she's the one who will always be there for me..
well,
N level english paper,
i wrote about her..
she's the one who will always side me,
stand by me,
just risking her life for me..
she's my pillar which will never fall,
no matter how hard i hit on it..
i just don't know how will i live without her..
i love you mama!

heehehehe
as you can see..
i'm a very filial son!
i went for work today till 5,
back home to company my parents to cathay,
watched the movie,
"the day the earth stood still"
not bad,
but not really nice..
3.5/5 stars

well work is getting a lot more easier now..
=)
but!
there's still more to learn!
i'll keep on track..
and i'm sooo going to get more tees from there
for xmas!

my wishlist for xmas..
-tons of tee
-berms
-party tank
-flipflops
-bags
-hats and caps
actually,
it's all clothing and accessories!
ahaha!

maybe..
santa,
a girl which i can love perfectly and make her mine!
=D

and last but not least!
get good results for my O levels!
=)

oh yea!
to all N level students!
all the best for results!
you all will make it!
and do tag me if you are promoted to sec 5!
and if you didn't..
come to me..
i'll lend you my shoulder..
=)

and a new word today is
BIGHT!
it is bye + night = bight
-.-
suk , don't you laugh at this uh..

2008-12-17T00:15:00.002+08:00

from my "sister" HANNAH!
=D

sweet girl indeed,
well a mixed blood girl with korean and blablabla blood!
she's 14 and a very cute and talkative girl!
single~
go get her guys~
=D

tml gonna work..
and there's nothing i wanna talk about~
soo maybe soon when i'm free!
stay tuned!