lifestory
Tuesday, February 26, 2013
Time check 8:48am
Parents gonna prepare and head out to work,
And here I'm on my bed.
Wondering what the fuck went wrong.
Last night was seriously a roller coaster ride of emotions
But I really didn't see that coming.
You and I both know, it's always family first before any other things.
And are you fucking kidding me when you think that I care more bout myself than your mom?
I mean come on girl, would I even know?
And I'm stating general statements that I don't like people to hang up on me and if they do I don't call back.
This just one thing I dislike about and there you go swearing at me and getting piss?
Well look.
I know I'm not the best guy you ever met.
But I'm also not those guys who take love easily and go around breaking hearts.
I really don't know if I should blame it on the alcohol just your brain.
But I don't do that, I blame myself.
I should have made myself clearer. I should have done things better.
And sometimes,
It's okay to be misunderstood.
As much as I want you to be mine,
A part of me just don't think I'm good enough.
Because you deserve better.
Way better.
I love you.
But I'm just another human.