lifestory
Monday, January 28, 2013
Sup humans?
2010-2013 this blog is dead, soooooo dead.
why? because im enjoying my life with my beloved late siti hajar.
and there's no need to rant anything here.
i guess you should all know by now,
she's at a better place.
god's love for her was stronger than mine i guess.
Dear god,
if you're reading this or my mind or whatever way you do it.
Please please, i know you will treat her a million times better than i do.
and i really thank you for letting her path and mine crossed.
letting us fall in love and have a wonderful time together for 2 years plus.
you should already know, she's a wonderful girl. amazing.
she taught me a lot of things in life.
and i thank you for that.
and i thank you too babygirl.
you will always be in my heart, there's always a space for you.
and to know that you love me till your very last breath,
im very honored.
extremely blessed with your love.
i know you're somewhere out there.
whatever you taught me to do and not to do,
i will remember deeply in my heart.
and if there's a next one who come along,
i will make you proud and show her what's love is all about.
i miss you. i love you.
if you guys are wondering,
how am i or what am i up to.
well, i honestly dont know it myself.
i could say that im fine, but no doubt when i recall,
it hurts like nobody's business.
i do cry alone late night, just push everything aside and break down.
but im coping fine.
in time to come. i will stand tall.
even though im short.
if i can be joking,
i must be fine.
so till here for today.
more updates soon.
lotsa love.
wai.