lifestory
Monday, October 11, 2010
hey life,
how have you been?
im sorry for dumping you alone and not entertaining you.
and all i do is come back here when i really dont know who to go and share my life problem with.
thanks.
i dont know why am i being so optimistic.
why can't i say sweet things to cheer her up.
why am i born so un-romantic.
and why do i have to always be so straight forward?
i dont wish to be like this.
but it's not a bad thing to do. its not a bad thing.
why should i lie?
or add in salt and pepper to something that is just plain simple.
so everyone would know
im real.
im not fake.
i dont wanna fake things.
i want to let her be happy
i want to make her feel love
i want to make her feel like she's the world most happiest girl
and i want her to be proud of herself
and i dont love her because of sex,
i dont love her because of looks,
not money not anything
although it does matter all the above.
but its the way i feel when im with her.
many things in life cannot be explain.
and one thing is love.
you can ask me why i love her.
there's a thousand and millions of reason.
from the smallest things to the most obvious thing.
there's many more to say.
but i guess i'm feeling better now.
goodnight.
i love you still.