lifestory
Monday, April 5, 2010
time check,
5/4/2010 5.36am
can't sleep,
partly due to work but it's all done earlier..
and some other reasons.
miracle?
does it happen?
idk?
i know if i want it,
work for it, fight for it.
do whatever it takes and you'll get it eventually.
am i still young?
i guess so
is there still plenty of time?
i dont think so.
cause the future is near but never certain.
dont regret anything...
be glad for everything.
baby must you go?
honestly if you stay,
thats what i really want you to..
but if seeing you in this situation
all i can do is to leave and make your life easier..
but i know i can't take all this at a blow.
maybe what you said might be true..
it'll never happen
it has never happen
but to me
it is happening
it has already happened.
all i want in you loving me now and giving me all..
and i do the same way too.
i dont blame you for leaving,
i dont hate you.
cause i know
you dont want to.
but baby,
you have the choice to choose
the decision to make.
you have the right to live your life,
i'm not asking you to go
and im not asking you to stay
im telling you that you have a choice...
i..
i dont want you to leave...
i love you dearly.
miss you much.
love.
painting with a aching heart.time check
5/4/2010 5.50am