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Saturday, November 14, 2009

Hey dear fellow readers
how are you?
wait i bet there aint any.
it's better that way
so i can rant whatever i want.

life been pretty sweet to me.
school,work,friends,family & everything is going really great.
well this might be a long post cause it's been some time since i blog and i dont why tonight seems to be a wonderful night with this rainy day
listening to please dont stop the rain kinda make this night a peaceful one.

first of all
i seriously wanna try quit smoking,
i dont wanna disappoint mom.
it's not that i dont listen to you
its just that at times
i wish you could just understand me a little more.
im not like any other typical kid.
im someone you dont know.
you son, your own son,
do you even know he have tattoo?
do you know that he'd done drugs b4?
do you know what he likes?
do you know what's his dream?
i think you dont..
no one knows.
say me emo, say me ego,
i just dont know who to share
who to trust.
but mom,
i love you more then anything in my life.
i can swear.

i know i've change,
to someone who care less
who dont have initiative...
but i dont think im some big shot
im not arrogant.
if only you could take a step closer to see me
to know me
you might find this pathetic little guy.
me.
if only you could or would.

why don't you make the move
why should i?
you would ask me
why dont i make the first move
why should you?
just like hen and egg
which come first?
it'll never end.
how does it end?
give in.

im missing all the friends
im missing the love i used to have
and i used to gave
and the feeling.
im dumb not to treasure what i had.
caues i never knew it was the best.
and i dont treasure it cause i dont know that it'll be the best.
i thought there will be better one
you taught me,
to treasure every moment,
cause i'll never know that it'll be the best moment of my life.
thankyou, lovED

why be mr nice when no one appreciate?
and when mr bad gets everything you wanted
this life.
i still believe in karma.
one day, mr nice gets everything while mr bad gets nothing.

enough of those shits stuff.
back to real life.
school been killing me
can't wait for tuesday
party all night long!
ahahahah
k no la..
gonna work,
get my bic lic
get a bic
anyhow grab a girl become gf
wahaha
as if
-.-
so not me.
just gonna enjoy life.
till i really meet someone who really can teach me how to love again.
till then.

for now
what i know
let nature take it course.
putting in too much doesn't really bring you what you want.
i know if i never try , i'll never know.
but i know, even if i try, it'll never work.
cause somethings takes two hands to clap.
there's no such thing as clapping with one hand

ahhh
and i wanna meet those people i haven meet for some time already.
=)
i'll try to ring them up
but if you are one of them.
do ring me up!
cause you might have just slipped out of my mind for a moment.
juts a moment. really.
cause i hardly forget.
but i always forgive!
ahahhah
=D

smile on human!
peace.
wai.