past two days i have been spending my night with my parents watching a show. it's call "liao fan" meaning "understanding problems" something like that it's about a man's life and it's really enlightening to watch it. i learn alot of things from it. like life might not be control by ourself but destiny is all in own on hand. What we do today is what we get in the future. and there's a lot more like doing deeds with whole heart not for your own benifits. but just a kind heart who wants to do deeds for others and not wanting anything in return and stuffs like that it's really very touching and kinda brainwashing lots of wise words in that show
see! i haven even uttered any bad/foul words. i'd FUCKING changed! ya right like real. nah kidding. wahahahaha!
hmm i think i sure look better with short neat hair. cause i'm like browsing my old photos and looking in the mirror. omg.. whr's that HOT yy went to? "ha ha ha ha.. yy hot? go suck on cow's nipples" whatever la. but i look better i think? still i wanna keep my hair to see how i look. maybe i should go trim or stuffs like that. to make it neater rather then messy like beggar.. hmm soon~ and also.. i've not been heading to gym. i'm like TOTALLY SHRINKING. my tees are not as tight as b4.. omg.. i feel like crying everytime i see my old photos or even mirror.. i don't have the self-esteem there any more.. sob... cheer me up people.
ohh ya~ i love my blog song. R.I.P Israel a BIG man with great voice.. i mean he's really BIG.. go youtube check him out.
alright. tomorrow gotta do assignment! it's a MUST don't be slack wai. you can do it. "yes i can if i want to" okay la!