lifestory
Friday, May 1, 2009
getting oldernow,
Lonely is what i'm feeling right now..
maybe not only now..
it has been hunting me for quite some time already..
you know the feeling of taking train alone to work,
meet a bunch of people who're not really in your life,
serve people who you don't even know?
do stocks which you don't even own,
walking home alone at late night,
and when you reached home,
no one is awake,
all are asleep
and you eat your dinner all alone in a quiet living room with only noises from the televison,
taking late night shower,
online and see all your friends online,
some might be busy,
some might be free,
but none chat with you.
there's only music from the speaker companying you through out the night when you blog.
and you just always think positively about life when it's just a dead routines you need to do,
in order to survive in this ever changing world which is changing every sec.
living like a robot.
that's what most of us are doing for life,
but i don't want this type of life..
what can i do?
just go do whatever i like and die few days after doing that?
no way...
anyway,
i don't hate my job,
i don't hate my friends,
i don't hate my life.
i'm just thinking what i can do to make earth a better place for me to live in.
=)
somehow,
living alone seems great.
we don't live for anyone but ourselves.
so i'll just bear with it.
and live my life.
and you live your'syy
p.s.all under one sky.