lifestory
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
she's left alone and cold,
in a room filled silence.
well well well~
i went back and visited my grandma.
along with her fav grandchildren wai thong.
and i can see that she was really really happy at that point of time..
so we did the usual stuffs there..
ate with her,went to aunt's house,shoped..
yea
3 days just passed so fast..
and we have to go and continue with lifes..
working and so on..
but what's for my grandma?
she'll just do her dead daily routines..
wake up,bath,eat,tv................mahjong maybe,tv..........sleep..
sometimes..
i really wonder what is in her mind..
if i were in her shoe..
i guess i will have rather die..
cause i can't take this type of life..
=/
anyway..
grandma..
stay healthy!
so yea now it's about me..
hmm
i don't know what's wrong with me..
just living life as though there's no meaning to it..
i should have worked..
or at least learn..
or sports..
or whatever..
but here i'm doing nothing..
i wanna find a job..
i wanna start back bboying
i wanna start back aggro skating..
i wanna hang around with friends.
i wanna have a gf..
i'm so greedy..
haishh..
dilemma..
wtf!
and i'm broke now!
no cash!
i can't do anything..
arrrgghhhhhhhh
work work work..
i need work!
let's see what is planned for me to do today..
i don't know myself..
we shall see..