lifestory
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
For the first time..
i read an novel..
not a full one..
titled
"I believe you"
and pleaseee!
anyone who own it..
can lend me?
i'll appreciate it alot!
really~
=/
alright..
about a week to O level!
hmm..
have i started revision?
YES!
=)
i'm proud of myself..
and
i didn't know..
revision can make me feel good~
aahahahk!
i guess..
i'm right..
i'm happy whenever i've completed something..
that's why i hate being left hanged halfway through something..
past few days..
i've realises that..
many of my friends are gone..
they leave without a trace..
without me knowing that they are not around anymore..
mat..
where are you when we're suppose to be enjoying out time?
playing guitars and singing our hearts out?
making lyrics and songs of our own?
you know..
i don't blame you for things that had happen..
i still treat you as my friend..
a close friend..
but where are you now?
be home safe and soon friend..
ziziq..
after mat had went in..
it's now your turn..?
i know..
it's not your fault..
but things just happen..
and it was mean to be..
who am i going to turn to now?
for this one month..
you'll be away..
so far away..
i'm sorry i didn't have the time to meet you up..
i know i've went on my way..
i hope you understand..
i'm taking my o levels..
not that i'm running away from you..
i'm sorry bro..
we've been through so much together..
now you're gone..
i hope you'll be out soon..
i'll be waiting bro..
takecare..
i just wanna say things that are in my heart..
cause i really have no one to turn to..
who can i tell?
even if i did..
they'll not understand..
so what if i'm good looking?
so what if i'm famous?
it's nothing compare to having close friends around you..
i feel soo lonely when they are gone..
i don't have someone who i can turn to..
to complaint..
to share my sorrows..
or my happiness..
it really feel bad..
i wish i could cry my heart out..
i'm just acting like a big boy who doesn't care..
putting on a mask to show how brave i'm..
but in fact..
i really really treasure you guys..
i wonder if you know it..
not only them..
everyone of you who i know..
if only i have the power to ask you to stay..
i'll..
but it's too late now..
it's just a matter of time..
life get back to how it used to be..
where we sit together..
cracking jokes around..
laughing out hearts out..
and doing things we always do together..
i hope it'll be back again..
be back soon friends..
not only them..
the rest of you..
who know that we've been not in contact less..
i'm sorry..
i hope you guys know..
that i'm pretty busy now adays..
it's not that i'm avoiding you all or what so ever..
i just don't have the time..
family is important..
so are friends..
they play a big part in our life..
and treasure each and everyone of them..
before they're gone..
it's too late to regret..
those times you used to enjoy with them..
will nv be replace..
or forgotten..
it'll always be there..
your mind..
your heart..
it'll nv fade away..
so take the chance now..
before it's too late..
i'll be alright..
time will heal this pain..
and other friends will be around..
but they'll never replace you guys..
take care bros..
i'll be waiting
i promise..
today..
7/10/08..
ziziq went in..
takecare bro..
peace..